Her Secret Scars.

Fighting

I have fought the urge for weeks, I cant do it! I tell myself sitting In the girl's laboratory. I grab my bag, rummaging through all my crap! I pull out a razor blade slowly from my bag, tears going down my face. The coldness of the blade touching my skin, sending chills down my spin! I start pressing the blade into my arm, blood dripping from the bottom of it! I start crying loudly from the pain. "Y/n, why are you doing this, again?" Moaning Myrtle asks me, floating over the stall door! "leave me alone!" I say quickly putting the razor back into my bag, running out to go to class. I take a deep breath and walk In "ahhhh Y/n my dear! where were you! you are late, again" Professor McGonagall says sitting at her desk "sorry Professor! won't happen anymore!"

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*Draco's pov*

Y/n walks In, looking sad! like the usual. I have no idea what's up with that Mudblood freak! but it's concerning! she is constantly late for class! she walks In sad as hell! like she just finished crying or something. "All right everyone, you will need partners! Ravenclaws with Slytherins! ill chose who you will work with today!" shit!!! I have to work with a Ravenclaw! this is ridiculous!!! "Malfoy with L/n!!!" I hear McGonagall yell out. Shit! why her?!?.

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*Y/n's pov*

As I hear McGonagall yell my name with Malfoys, I instantly freak out! a Malfoy! are you kidding me Draco out of everyone here. I sit down next to him, trying not to make eye contact with him! If I do it over, ill probably fall in love. That's sarcasm by the way! I can feel his eyes on me, like piss off Malfoy! "can I help you Malfoy?" I say In a mean tone "well we are partners Mudblood!" he says with that stupid chuckle he does 24/7! "whatever Malfoy!" I ich my arm where my scars are, the sleeve of my robe accidentally lifts "what is that on your arm!" Draco asks loudly "Nothing Draco! be quiet!" I look into his eyes, locking them "Y/n I saw lines on your arm! what you like drawing on yourself or something?!?" he says with another stupid chuckle! my eyes start to tear up "shut up!" I say standing up, walking out wiping my tears. His eyes are on me like a hawk! and his eyes filled with regret, he shouldn't have been so loud or laughed.

*5 minutes later*

I run down the corridors to Professor Snapes
class, him and my other friend are the only ones who know about my cutting habit! "I did it again!!!" I say running In crying my eyes out! "Y/n it's alright let's sit and talk about it! ill make us some tea!" he says walking over to me, hugging me. We sit down and I started talking about how I felt about doing it again after I was clean for 5 weeks. We talked for half an hour! all of a sudden I hear a knock on the door behind us, I turn around to see Draco standing there In shock, seeing me here with Snape! "Draco what is it?" Snape asks annoyed! he wants to help me and listen. "what is she doing here!?!" Draco says with a disgusted look on his face! "I was just leaving!" I say rushing past him felling his eyes on me running away.

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*Draco's pov*

"She's crazy, what's wrong with her?" I asked with slight concern tone! but why would I care? "its none of your business Malfoy!" "But sir I saw some type of lines on her arm! and when I asked she ran out like a crazy person!" "Draco, she's far from being crazy! remember that!" I look at him confused, I know she's not crazy! shes a Ravenclaw! they are loners and weird! very weird people, but she's different.

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*Y/n's pov*

I run outside to the lake, crying my eyes out! why can't I just be normal for a change? I sit there staring into the lake "Y/n? whats wrong!?!" I hear a voice behind me "Hermione!?!" I say turing around, jumping up, hugging her tightly! "Im just sad again, nothing new!" I say with a fake smile "are you cutting again!?!" she says looking into my eyes but I look away "no" I say looking at the ground. Hermione lifts my sleeve "HEY!!!" I yell pulling it down "Y/n don't ever lie! I will never judge you! I love you girl" she says hugging me when she hugs me I feel safe! they way she smells makes me feel safe! "orange essential oil! my favourite" I say smiling with tears going down my face "of course! I know it's your favourite!" she says wiping the tears from my cheeks with her thumbs.

That night I woke up early, about 5:00 am! I had a really bad dream, I was cutting my self to death. "Y/n are you alright?" Luna asks me "Im sorry Luna, did I wake you!?!" I say wiping my eyes "no not at all! I was already awake" Luna says laying back down. I stand up and decided to go for a little walk around the corridors. I didn't even change, all I wore was my over-sized T-shirt and black and blue shin-high striped socks! with a messy ponytail (if long enough). The corridors are so quiet and dark, with no students or anything! it's relaxing with no one else up to bother me! Im alone. I walk into the girl's Laboratory, trying to wash my face. I look over on the floor to see a razor blade just laying there, no one around! why was it there? I slowly walk over to it and pick it up, looking at it! "what the hell?" I say to my self out loud. "Y/n don't do it!" Moaning Myrtle says, shooting out from the bathroom stall "Shut up and leave me alone!" "Y/n please!" I stare at the razor and look back up to Myrtle, fighting the urge to press it against my skin leaving more scars across my arm. My head is filling with thoughts about why I shouldn't do this, but I can't control it! I press the blade to my arm cutting deep lines, leaving blood dripping everywhere! I start crying and dropping the razor on the ground holding my bleeding arm. My head starts to get dizzy from all the blood, I feel faint and woozy. My legs give out and I collapse on the floor, passing out instantly.

The clock hit 6:30, that's when everyone wakes up for breakfast. Myrtle stayed with me till someone would find me! "Myrtle what happened!!!!" Hermione says bursting In the Laboratory "I tried to stop her! she wouldn't listen!" Myrtle says with a squeaky moan floating up "is...is she dead?" Hermione asks "no, she's fine! she just passed out" Hermione drags me to the hospital wing! dragging me down the halls where everyone is! how embarrassing. Everyone was staring and freaking out! a stream of blood was trailing behind from my arm. "Move!!!!" Hermione yells at the people standing In the way! Draco and his posse were standing there staring In shock! Draco looked scared or concerned, when does Draco care? he's a Malfoy.