Jahseh POV
"Do you not love me anymore? What did I do?" I asked Gustav. He just sat there and ignored me.
Lately he's been really stressed out with work because he's working two jobs.
I don't get why he can't just quit one. We aren't even struggling. We both have jobs that give us a good amount of money and we have a nice house, even a son so I don't get what else he wants.
He's been drinking a lot lately and he's just been acting weird.
My eyes start to water before tears start streaming from my eyes. I give up, I just decided to leave him alone for a bit because he won't talk to me anyways...
Gustav POV
I've been stressed lately from work and having to mange to take care of Jah and our son.
And I thought a little bit of Alcohol might help with all the stress but a little turned into a lot and that just made it worse and caused more stress.
It distracted me from what I should be focused on which was Jahseh and our son.
But seeing him cry was always my weak spot. I just couldn't stand the thought of him being in any type of pain.
No matter what he would have done to piss me off or make me upset I still wouldn't let it get to the point to where he is crying. Especially because Jahseh is not the type of person to cry a lot but he's also sensitive whether he admits it or not.
I walk to our room to find Jahseh sitting on the bed, back against the head board and crying into a pillow. I walk up to him and sit next to him.
I sigh, then pulling him closer to my chest where he just sits there. "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen, work has just been really stressful lately."
"Please quit one. We aren't struggling so I don't get why you want to work a extra job." He sniffled.
I don't like seeing him like this and if that helps I guess I will quit one. And he's right we aren't struggling but I wanted the extra money so I could buy him and our son whatever they want.
"I'm really sorry... I just wanted to buy you both the world..."
He looks up at me and gives me a slight smile. "You're all wee need." He says.
Every time he smiles at me it just reminds me how lucky I am to have him and everything else I got.
Sorry it's short I'm a lazy ass bitch 🙃
Oh shit I just realized I had Jah cry in both of these... now I feel bad.
