"Still Flashback"
Then Bam it happened we kissed, he put his hands on my waist and rolled over so now I am now under him and he is hover over me, I was shocked at first but then I started getting into it. I wrapped my arms around is neck, well you know how in movies and books they have a spark well this was more then a spark it was like fireworks. I never thought I would feel this way about Zayn but I guess through out the years of knowing him I have developed a crush on him and I didn't even know it.
"Flashback over"
That was the day my life changed forever, I couldn't stop thinking about him he was stuck in my mind. I don't why he had to change but I wish he didn't because if he didn't then I wouldn't hate him right now and we would still be best friend or maybe even lovers who knows but I wish that I had my best friend back and that he never left me when I need him the most. After he left my best friend died of Cancer and the one person I need the most wan't there to comfort me and tell me everything was going to be okay. But NO!! he wasn't there because he had to leave me to go and live his dreams without me and then never remember me there is one thing I really want him to do is remember all the good times together and how we shared our first kiss together and how we could have been a couple. I really wish I could have the old Zayn back and not the one who doesn't remember who I am. But now he is in a world wide famous band while I am sitting at home thinking about him even though I shouldn't because I have a boyfriend named Jake (A/N That is really my boyfriends name he made he put it in here haha). He is the most loving person anyone could ever have sure we broke up a few times but we always got back together but ANYWAYS. I just wish I could have my old best friend back and not the SUPER STAR ZAYN MALIK :/
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Sorry its not really good. Im not a good writer or anything
And Sorry I havn't writen in a while I've been busy with school and Babysitting and Jake but I promise I will wrote more. I hope. :)