Never Again (depressed Aizawa)

Will I die to see her

Aizawa pov

A good ten minutes later Todoroki was at my door. I let him in and we sat on the couch. He was crying in silence while I patted his back rubbing circles into them. I used to do this same motions for Kega when she cried after the scar from Asahi was created on her sweet face. But instead of the tears stopping like hers did Shoto just continued to cry and cry and cry. It pained me so much that the Kega voice began k have to sooth me.

" don't worry. He's gonna be fine Aniki. You see you looked similar to this boy wen I left but I'm here and I bet that right now he can here his own sister whispering to him." Kega whispered I could almost tear the perky smile in her tone. I tried to let the voice calm me down but anytime I heard a choked sob from Shoto we had to calm me down again. After three hours of tears. Todoroki fell asleep still crying in sleep. I laid him on the couch and left him there hole I forced myself to eat a bite of food before going to grade papers. The problem was that Kega's voice rang in my ears the entire time. Some things she had actually said when she was living while other things were just random about the different students in my class.

A week later

Shoto has been living with me but today he seemed strange. Worse then before more pale and wen he packed up he didn't take anything from the classroom and rushed off somewhere. Somehow I got a bad feeling and knew where he'd be. The schools rooftop. I ran up the stairs and swung the door open but Kega's voice said to me in a sorrow voice.

"Aniki... he's here. In my realm now. He died." She whispered. I froze this voice in me wasn't just a voice it had to somehow be Kega speaking to me! the worst part was he was actually dead. Fallen right of the roof to a bloody death! I fell to my knees. There was so much blood too much blood.

Flashback

The knife slashed once more and she fell to the ground in paint I screamed for her to look at me and say she was alright. I knew better then to think my sister was just fine. The knife had got deep into her stomach and shoulder.

"It's okay, I'm not that badly hurt." Kega smiles sweetly.

" NO you aren't okay. You need a doctor!" I Shouted despair ran through me. She was gonna die. My little sister. There was so much blood pooling from her until the eyes just went blank no more laughing or sucking on lollipops that I gave to her for her last birthday. None of that was ever gonna happen again. Kega was dead!

End of flashback

I got to my feet and called the other teachers it seemed one called the police and other services. I was in too much shock to even conoplate what happened but I knew one thing. I should join the four who are gone. I should meet my younger sister again see Todoroki and meet his sisters! I excused myself from the scene. No one blamed me for leaving. I got home threw my things to the door and grabbed a kitchen knife!

" SHOTA AIZAWA!!! DON'T YOU DARE STABB YOURSELF!!! IT WOULD MAKE ME CRY!" Kega seemed to be shouting st me so loud I covered my eyes. 

" no not this time! I'm ending this. I can only hear you but it's not enough all I need now is to see you!!! Let me fucking die!" I shouted out loud. Before pounding the blade into my stomach. Blood. Too much blood before I fell to the ground and hoped I had done the right thing. The last thing I heard was my sisters voice screaming. The screams didn't stop not even when I was sure I was dead. I looked around the wounds were still soaking through my clothes but now an angry little girl around the age of 12 stood before me crossing her arms and pouting. The face my my younger sister Kega!

" You moron!!! You can't just die!!" She Shouted the voice more clear then before. I couldn't help but smile right before the young girl bounced into Munich arms hugging me so tight I believed I would die yet again.

" Kega. I missed you!"