far away [singular poem]

far away.

Isn't it lonesome
When the melodies of angels
Abandon me?
Forsake me?

Isn't it peculiar
How wonderland is
depraved of its magic
So carelessly?
So wickedly?

Wandering and wandering
Lamenting and lamenting
Suddenly, my surroundings
disappear

Ill-starred and luckless
Collecting tragedies
Within my palms and
counting shattered hearts
until they decay

From far-away
And hopelessly stunned by the
Sweet deception of secret gardens
I've had my crumbling fall from grace

From far-away
Being entangled by deep sorrows
That carry on to sing stolen lullabies
Of my destined fate

Why do the blue devils
Have that wishful thinking
Of wanting me to perish?
Of wanting me to drown in waves of despair?

Chasing and chasing
Through enchanting marigold fields
By chance, a bittersweet light shines on me

From far-away
And hopelessly stunned by the
Sweet deception of secret gardens
I've had my crumbling fall from grace

From far-away
Being entangled by deep sorrows
That carry on to sing stolen lullabies
Of my destined fate

Holy and deathly love
Sinful hymns
Dwell in my defeated chest
I've had my triumphs taken
To set my gaze on a collapsed heaven
From all my broken fantasies