BNHA Into The Dekuverse

Her/His last words

Warning: This chapter contains talk of self harm, suicide and depression, read at your own risk.

If you are having suicidal thoughts please seek help

"This AU is going to be quite a bit angstier than the last few, because this is a universe where Midoriya took Bakugou's advice and committed suicide." Eclipsa explained

'Just an average boy, he always wore a smile' played through the roomThen the screen changed, showing Midoriya's smile fade as 'Quirkless flashed in big words above his head'He was cheerful and happy, for a short while'It showed Bakugou exploding the notebook and people laughing'Now he's older, things are getting colder, life wasn't what he thought he wished someone had told him.'

'He told you she was down, you let it slip by, so from then on he kept it on the inside.'

It showed him holding a piece of paper over his face of himself smiling but there's tears running down the green haired boys face

'He told herself he was alright but he was telling white lies, can't you tell?It showed a closeup of Midoriya walking to school, his face was completely void of all emotion,'Look at his dull eyes'It showed him crying in bed'Tried to stop himself from crying almost every night, but he knew there was no chance at feeling alright.'It showed him in a sweater next, the bloodstains on the sleeves and the beads of sweat on his face were painfully obvious'Summer came by, all he wore was long sleeves'A closeup of an arm showed cuts on the wrists and blood dripping down his fingers.'Cause those cuts on his wrists were bleeding through you see'The screen changed again to show him sitting at a desk looking at the wall, on the piece of paper 'Depressed' was crossed out in red marker'He knew he was depressed, didn't want to admit it'The screen flashed to show, people happily talking as he watched and turned away'didn't think he'd fit in, everyone seemed to miss it'Next it showed him working as blood pooled around his arm.'he carried on like a soldier with a battle wound bleeding out from every cut his body consumed'It showed everyone surrounding him and laughing, his eyes were crossed out and tears ran down his face'he had no friends at school'It showed him sitting alone'All alone he sat'Someone was talking to me about the bandages as he smiled and blamed the cat'And if someone were to notice he would blame the catThe screen zoomed in on the bleeding cuts on Midoriya's arm'but those cuts on his wrists, they were no mistake, but no one cared enough to save him from this self hate.'It showed Bakugou being an explosive asshole'Things were going down, never really up'It showed Midoriya on his own, a knife next to him as blood dripped from his arms and legs, one word took up each limb 'useless' 'disgrace' 'weak' and 'pathetic' were carved into the skin.'And here he is now, stuck in this stupid rut'We saw the green haired boy limp towards and stand on a chair in the dining room, blood was trailing behind him from his arms and legs, as he swung a thick rope around the fan, he began to cry before neatly placing two on the table next to him, droplets of blood fell onto them as he tied the rope around her neck'he knew exactly what he had to do next just stand on the chair and tie the rope around his neck'The screen flashed to show the letters fingerprints and droplets of blood smudging the writing but they clearly read 'Mum' and 'Kacchan''he wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild'Midoriya spoke for the first time along with the song'Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?'he calmed down a bit as sadness flashed in his eyes, we then saw Inko hugging him and Bakugou and him playing together'But he knew that his parents weren't the ones to blame'Rage flashed through his eyes this time as he secured the rope. This time the images that flashed were of Bakugou and his classmates bullying him'It was the world that should bow down their heads in shame'he threaded his head through the noose as he looked at the moon through the window, a small smile dawned on his face'he stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon, just to think "It'll all be over soon"'We saw him take the knife and slit his wrists one last time before jumping off the chair, as he did he kicked it as it fell on it's side, the rope tightened'The chair fell down as he took his final breath, it's all over all gone, now he's greeting death.'We see Inko spot the trail of blood which she followed to the dining room, the green haired boy hanging there as a pool of blood dripped down from his wounds. Inko sees and clasps her hands over her mouth as she falls down to the floor, blood soaking her pajama pants.'His Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor, and now nothing can take back what she just saw'We saw another shot of the body, pale, lifeless and violently bare of emotion, blood still drips down from the cuts.'The little boy that she raised was just hanging there, his body's pale and his face is violently bare'Inko spots the letters and takes hers, unfolding it gently as she reads'She sees the note and unfolds it with care, all she does is stare, how can this be fair? She stops reading as the tears roll down her face, sorry Mum but this world is just not my place'We see his face again but the eyes are crossed out words like 'Quirkless' 'Weak' 'Pathetic' 'Stupid' 'Disgrace' all float around him as he grips his head'I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in, I've come to realise this world is full of sin, there's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space, I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,it's a disgrace. I was misplaced,born in the wrong time and in the wrong place.It's okay though, cause you'll see me soon,You'll know when your time has come just look at the moon,As it shines bright, throughout the night.Remember everyone's facing their own fight,But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighterYou'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter and let the world know, That I died in vain, cause the world around me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone, cause I'm quirkless and nothing to be dwelled on.That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,So I'm going by the law, majority rules,My presence on this earth is not needed any longer, and if anything, I hope this makes you stronger.you were the best friend, that I ever had,Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,Just remember that you meant everything to me and to my heart you're the only one that held the key.Now it's time to go, I'm running out of time to write, and yes I lost my fightBut please just hold on tight,I'm watching you, from the clouds above'Surely enough he showed up, now wearing a smart white and gold suit, white angel wings with gold tips stretched from his back, a halo floated above his head, his skin was void of all scars just tan skin adorned with a few gold bracelets and his green eyes finally held happiness as a smile stretched across his face. A dove floated past him as he nodded at it.'Sending down the purest and whitest dove,To watch over you and be my helpful eyes, so this is it world.Good bye.'

Only Bakugou hadn't started crying in the theatre as everyone prepared for the next AU.

A/n; I'm back from the dead (Literally) Algebra should be illegal but anyway sorry it took so long to get this chapter out and I'll try to do something less depressing next week. Also if you're feeling depressed please talk to someone, I'd even be happy to talk to you. Have a good week and stay safe.

-Akiko