The death of my Insecurities (not edited)

The Death Of My Insecurities

That was the day my whole life changed.
Back then, I was younger and more unsure of what awaited me. It was the end of the 9th and I had planned to tell Noah that I liked him. I was very unsure if I should tell him that, because what if he wasn't gay?

Right from when I woke up this morning, to when I got to school, I only felt butterflies swarm in my stomach. I keep thinking about whether I should have stayed home. I had been thinking about how I would tell Noah my feelings, all day I felt like a puppy that was not yet potty trained. While we walked around the school and threw karamels into the different classes in our costumes, I would look at Noah every opportunity I got, every time he would meets my gaze when I look over at him in his Snow White costume, I will look the other way or play with my long Rapunzel hair. Sometimes when I want to peek, and see if he was still looking, I would see him smile a little bit more. If only I had known what those little smiles ment.

After hanging out with the class a little bit more, I went over to Noah and asked "Hey Noah, I was wondering if I could talk to you before the party tonight?" He looked at me with his usual beautiful smile. His ocean blue eyes with an overwhelming sweetness, like honey on a hot summer day looking (at me, only ME!!!) into my plane old, boring, honey brown eyes. (I could see a glowing aura around him of good vibes) "Sure I'm free. Is it something important?" He asked, his beautiful smile, never leaving his handsome face.

"Well... Uhhhh... I just wanted to tell you something... Nevermind forget it! It's nothing!" I turned around, about to run away, dying of embarrassment. But before I could fully turn away from him, he grabbed my wrist. I looked back at him. Giving him a questionable glance, he looked at me with a semi-serious face and said "I actually have to tell you something too. Can you come with me to the classroom?" He asked me with almost begging eyes. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't look him in the eyes, I just nodded and spoke softly "yeah sure"

We walked to the classroom, he never let go of my hand the whole way there, he must have forgotten. When we got to the empty classroom, he dragged me to the farthest corner from the door out of sight from anyone passing by. I gave him a questioning glance, he seemed to get what I meant and said "we are technically not allowed to be in here, hehe" he chuckled rubbing the back of his neck nervously.

My heart hammered in my chest, it was like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode, and his laugh. OH his laugh was like music to my ears.I looked up at him. His dark brown almost black hair covering his right eye as he looked down on me. His ocean blue eyes with their sweet honey practically smiling at me, I decided now was better than ever to tell him my true feelings.

"Noah/William I like you!" We said at the same time, I could see his pail white cheeks turning rose red, I'm pretty sure mine were too. I smiled laughing quietly, a hand holding my stomach so I didn't laugh too hard giving him the wrong Idea. "Wait! Really?!" He practically beamed, it was like he had an invisible tail wagging like crazy behind him. When I nodded, he started to run around the room like someone told him he just won the lottery. When he realized that I was in the room, he stopped and ran over to me. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me into a kiss, I felt my eyes widen as I felt his, softer than I expected, lips touched mine.

He pulled back almost immediately when he noticed that he kissed me. He started fumbling with his words and saying "sorry" and that he should have asked me first. I rolled my eyes at his sweet behavore, not wanting to make him feel anymore embarrassed. I pulled him in for a second kiss, my arms went around his neck and his slid there way around my waist when he was over his shock. I get now why he wanted to be out of sight. Seeing a Snowwhite and Reponzal kissing in a classroom would look a little weird.

I would say that it was the best day of my life. We are now in the last year of highschool and we've been together ever since that day.