Please Not Again

Chapter 5

Apple pie; Cuttler knows its my favorite, especially with melted vanilla ice-cream. No wonder he made momma make it, I was still soar beyond belief, and it hurt to breathe. No wonder considering the shape i was in. Cuttler made sure he helped me down the stairs. Good thing or i would have fallen flat on my face. I was wobbly beyond belief. Though i will say he made it impossible to think straight walking down the stairs with him kissing and sucking on my neck. Whenever Cuttler touched me, even in a hug, he made it to were i couldnt think straight, thats why i love him. I truly belive we are sole mates. 

The smell of apple pie was enticing, no matter how much i wanted to stay there and let Cuttler keep kissing me. I never turn down a piece of apple pie; and that is something you will learn very quickly. On our first date, cuttler got me a piece of apple pie, and it was the best besides his mommas. To be honest i think thats why i like it so much; its kinda a symbol of are love. <3 

Walking down the stairs momma met us at the bottom with the biggest smile on her face, to be honest it was kinda scary. Thats how big her smile was. She was talking but i wasnt really paying attention. Cuttlers little sister Abcde was smiling at me, she was only 3, and she is the cuttest thing ever, she looks soo much like his momma. Nobody really talks about his dad, he left soon after Abbe was born. So basically he was exactly like my mom. They would fit together perfedtly if you ask me. -.- She left me with the abusive asshole i have to call my step dad. The only difference is, momma is amazing, she would to anything for Cuttler and Abcde.  My mom tryed her hardest to get rid of me anyway she could when i was little. Now that i think about it.  She never was there. i was always with. Laylee and her momma. Well atleast since daddy died. 

  Someone knocks on the door, and i instantly freeze. When you get beat everyday you kinda expect the worst at all times. Thats juss how it works. I wanna turn around and run back to the room and hide, but it hurts to much to move. - Momma opens the door, and there stands my worst nightmare. Marcus; standing there with that smug look of his, like he knows hes gunna win. Momma trys slammign the door in his face, but he put his boot in the door jam. It's a lost fight, i scream for Cuttler or momma to get Abcde outta the room. She doesnt need to be scarred by my stupidety for coming here. I should have known he wouldnt let me be, he always comes, always, theres no escaping Marcus. 

He walked in like he owned the place, in his mind he probably thought he did. I hear momma on the phone, i dont know who it is, or what shes saying. i instantly shut myself out like i do when i know a beatings coming. Cuttler stepped in front of me, like that was gunna stop anything. He gets thrown across the room like its nothing, and walks up to me and slams me into the wall, holding my throat, . its so had to breathe, so hard. he punches me in my already broken ribs *crunch crunch* the pains unbearable, i can feel blood coming out of my mouth. Its so hard to hang on. Everythings juss fuzzy, i dotn feel the pain anymore. Cuttler runs up behind Marcus with what looks like a shovel, i try to tell him no, but i cant move or talk. It's like all my motor skills are lost. Every thing starts to loose color, the last thing i saw beforei blacked out was Cuttler lifting the shovel.!

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