Her Destiny

Part 5

Amer : What are you thinking ,
Your hot coffee will become cold !
He said and chuckled a while .
Yeah ! I replied smiling at him
I quickly gulped down my coffee thinking of something .
When my eyes went on amer , he was laughing at me .
What happened ?,I asked innocently
You are seriously too cute .
You were drinking coffee like how a small child drinks .
I smirked at him, but meanwhile I was blushing too ,as he said me cute.
Then we had some gossips ..
And later when paying the bill ,we were arguing I'll pay ;I'll pay
But I quickly took the money off my purse and was giving it to the waiter, but amer brushed off my hand and gave money to the waiter.
I was feeling like shivers passing down my spine ,I was literally freezed ; as his hand touched mine .
We both were glaring at each other ;
We both came back to senses
When mistakenly a small girl spilled juice on amer .
Sorry uncle ,the little girl said feeling guilty of it .
Uncle , do I look like uncle ? Child , I am just 24 ,You can call me bro !!!
He said to the girl looking at me as I was laughing over it ....
It's ok dear ,Uncle is fine...
I said hiding my chuckle
Don't need to hide ,I love your smile and want to see you smiling always. Amer said to me looking straight in my eyes and smiling,
I quickly put my face down blushing ,and said let's go now !!
We both left the canteen then .

I then said him farewell ,and was about to leave when amer suddenly shouted , everyone near us started staring at us and Allah knows what mumbling themselves .

Eirah ,I love you .
Will you marry me ?
I was shocked by his question and at the same time angry on him for shouting in the midst of a street
Amer leave my hand ,I yelled in angriness and staring at him with my eyes burning in rage .
I quickly moved from there and again
went inside the university to stop more starings at me .
Amer came behind me rushing,
He then said me sorry .
What ? I asked him
Don't you love me?
Amer asked me.
Amer why are you asking this now ?
I then turned my back to him, and said
I can't do this amer !
I really don't have any feelings of that kind towards you,
And without my uncle's agreement ,I Won't marry anyone !
I said and left from there .
As I really don't want him to see that I really feel for him.
I was really feeling bad for him.
But I really don't want to get into this more .

Amer's POV :
Is she a bipolar person ?
She really don't love me ??
No she loves me .
She's definitely saying this ,as she doesn't want to hurt her family .
But , I do really want her .
She's so damn beautiful,I can't lose her.
Eirah wait , listen to me ,I shouted and went to eirah
Eirah : Amer , please don't make it more difficult for me ,I already told you what I feel.
Do you really don't have any feelings for me ?
I asked again
I was trying to convince her
But she was still , her eyes were full of emotions , anyone could easily understand ...
Eirah's POV:
He was really making it really more difficult for me .
I was trying to catch hold of my feelings ,
But his words , his gestures , his actions was making me fall for him .
I know it's not right ,
But still ,I couldn't understand what happened to me .
Amer was by my side waiting for my answer ,
But without looking at him ,I just rushed from there .

Aunt : Where were you ??
Why did you came late from University ?
Don't you know ,there are loads of work to do here .
And you are roaming here and there like a princess !!
Sorry Aunt ,but I just informed uncle ,I am coming late.
Aunt : Yeah !!!
Your uncle is the one giving you freedom ,you are giving me back answers now .
We are giving you shelter and food and now you'll fight with me .
I don't know when will I get rid of you ,
Who will marry a girl who don't have parents !!!!
I listened all this , lowering my gaze
I was listening all this from 3 years , I got myself adjusted and habituated to it , but today tears were bursting out from my eyes .
I didn't ate lunch,and was crying thinking of my parents .
Then suddenly uncle came in my room
I quickly wiped off my tears and smiled looking at him .
He was not at home at that time ,so he had no idea about it .
Uncle : You didn't had your lunch ?
What happened to you beta ,are you alright ?
Yeah ,I am fine I was just studying .
Please don't miss your lunch ,you'll get weak and I want to see you strong not as a weak girl.
Uncle said to me kissing on my forehead .
We both laughed then .
He is the only blessing ,I got myself .
After my parents left me all I own is only my uncle .
I know no matter what ,he'll be always by my side .

Next day at University :

As I entered the class , I didn't saw amer.
He used to be in the class always before me .
But I just went to my seat and sat wondering why he didn't came today
Is he alright ?
I kept asking to myself.
I was worried about him .
Then yusra too came in the class ,
I didn't even looked at her ,my eyes were on the entrance looking for amer
Yusra : Assalamualaikum ,eirah
Are you alright !
Why are you looking there?
Eirah : Walaikumassalam yusra .
Yeah , I am alright.
what will happen to me .
Yusra and I indulged in some talks but I was just replying to her in yes or no
As I was just waiting for amer
Then someone entered the door ,
It was lecturer!!!!!
I should stop thinking about him now
I couldn't concentrate on the lecture going on ..
Then after almost an hour
The class was about to finish , someone entered the class
I was writing down notes ,but when I heard
May I come in ,Sir
My face lightened up , Amer
I could easily recognoize his voice.
I quickly turned my face to see amer
I was smiling looking at him .
Sir: Amer ,Is it the time to come ?
Amer : Sir , Actually I was not coming today ,but how could my day pass without seeing you !
While saying this he turned towards me for a moment!
Listening this, all the students bursted into laughter .
I mean your lecture sir , If I miss your lecture then it will be a problem later understanding.
He's good at humour too ,yusra said me teasingly.
Yeah , I replied
He's good at everything I mumbled to myself
Yusra : What , what did you just say ??
She asked me shockingly raising her eyebrows .
Nothing , your ears are ringing !
Then after the class amer came to me and said :
Thanks for giving your notes !!
He handed me a note book and then winked at me and left to his seat passing his hand through his hairs.
His wink made me freeze and staring at him for a while .
My cheeks were becoming red .
Yusra took the book from my hands and said let me see which book you had given him .
Yusra :What is this , a plain note book !!
Yeah ,I didn't lend him any book
Yusra was turning over the pages and we both saw petals of rose cutted in shape of heart scattered on a page and some fell down .
Yusra looked at me astonished.
I just blushed looking at the petals .
Yusra :What's all this ,are you hiding something from me ?
I was looking at amer, I blushed ,he too smiled at me
Eirah ,I asked something
And why are you smiling ,she then saw amer glaring at me .
Eirah are you smiling at amer ???
She asked with her widened eyes .
I just gave her a confusing smile.
Eirah something is suspicious ,why both of you are smiling and glaring at each other ?
Eirah if you are hiding something from me ,I am not gonna leave you !!
I just made a blank face then .
Yusra : Ahhh! Don't tell me you have fallen for him . Have you ??
Eirah : I think so ,yusra
Yusra beating her head with her hand
said
Eirah , Really ...
Then have you confessed him ?
I replied no ,not yet
Then are you waiting for your heart to speak itself ?
No , I am just thinking is it right ?
Yusra :How would I know it ?
But if you feel something say it ,just simple .

After the classes

As I was walking downstairs with yusra, I saw amer standing near the railings with his friends gossiping .

yusra whispered in my ear ,Say it now !
Are you mad , how can I go in between them and speak with amer.
Here I am already feeling nervous and you .
Amer then saw us and then his friends left From there .
I am going too eirah ,speak it up !!
She said and left me
Now my heart was pounding like those of an athlete when they stopped after running a miles..
He came towards me and said
Assalamualaikum, and asked how's
everything going?
Walaikumassalam , Everything alright
I replied .
I was really trembling out of fear my hands now became cold .
Do you want to say something ?
Amer asked raising his eyebrows
Yeah

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Eirah is going to confess her feelings !
Do you think she is right ?
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