The Bad Boy Got Me Pregnant

Chapter 4: I like you

I felt as if he was going to rape me.

"Don't worry. I'm not gonna rape you, Beth," he assured.

" I don't trust you, Adam. You should go home."

"I hate going home to see my 3 older brothers. They're abusive, minus 1."

"Abusive?" I asked.

"No.. um.. let's sit down and.. you know.. just talk."

We sat down on the couch.

He asked, "Do you guys have any beer?"

"Um no," I answered.

"I need to go out for a smoke," he said.

He got up and I held his hand and looked up at him.

"No," I said softly and quietly.

He sat back down. We looked into each other's eyes. His sparkly dark chocolate brown eyes, that matched his dark brown hair.

"I never really notice how beautiful your eyes look," he said to me.

My eyes was light brown with a hint of hazel. Pretty cool, or pretty weird, right?

"I love your eyes," I told him. His eyes was my favorite thing about him. They were beautiful.

"I never notice how pretty you look, Beth. I really like you."

"Since when?"

"Since, forever, basically."

I smilied and said, "I like you too, Adam."

He kissed me. I can feel his lipring. I chewed on it.

"Let's go upstairs," he suggested.

We went upstairs to my room and sat down on my bed. We just sat there in complete silence until he pressed his lips onto mines. We played with each other's mouth and made out. When I kiss him, I feel like I couldn't control myself. I felt manipulated. We took off each others clothes. But what we were doing was.. I couldn't control it, I.. I wanted it to happen. I wanted him to take my virginity. I wanted him to be my first.

So that morning, it happened.

But then I realized after we had done it..

He didn't wear a condom.