Forever- Lee Felix ff x Reader

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Present time
Y/n's POV
I woke up with Hyunjin hugging me tight. The room was cold and he the only thing warming me up. I moved a little and he woke up.
"Oh look you're awake" Hyunjin said and laughed.
"Didn't you say you weren't being nice to me anymore?" I asked
"How can I be mean to you." Hyunjin said and sighed.
"You don't know the effect you have on me Y/n. For me you are an angel. I can't hurt you in any type of way"
"But you already did" i said coldly.
He got up and looked and me with wide eyes.
"I-I-I h-hurt y-you?" He said,his voice cracking when he said "you" and his tears ready to fall any second.
"My God what have I become" he said and collapsed on the ground crying.
"Y/n I'm sorry. Y/n forgive me please. I'm sorry I can't let you go. Heesung I'm sorry"
Heesung. That name. That name brought back the awful memory when I waited 2 hours for him to come,but he never did. Hyunjin said he was sick but I knew he played with me. Heesung.
I got up and went near Hyunjin. I hugged him as he kept crying.
"Shshshshsh" i said and rubbed the back of his head with my hand. I can't bear to see him cry still.
"Y/n i have to tell you something" Hyunjin said and looked into my eyes.
"What is it?" I asked
"Heesung didn't play with you y/n. But...i killed him"
I was shocked.
"You killed Heesung?" I asked with wide eyes.
Wasn't he Hyunjin's best friend?
"He was my best friend. But he liked you. And I liked you too. I didn't wanna do it. I was just angry" Hyunjin said and started crying.
Hyunjin killed Heesung. Heesung never moved in another country.
That was shocking.
"Y-your kidding right? But how come his parents didn't find out...what??? I-I-..." i was speechless.
"His parents died as well" Hyunjin sighed.
"Heesung I'm sorry" i heard him whisper. Then he got up and went outside.

Hyunjin's POV
It was killing me inside lately. I started seeing Heesung in my dreams and when I was alone I felt his presence. I really regret doing that to my best friend...what type of friend even was I? Heesung was everywhere. I saw him every time i saw myself in the mirror. He was always there. I was scared to be alone,but ofc I couldn't stay with someone all the time. I just locked myself in the toilet and started crying.
"I didn't mean it. Heesung,I miss you. Please forgive me Heesung" i whispered. I was sat down on the bathroom's ground crying when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"How can I forgive my killer" i heard him say. I looked up to see Heesung himself. But as I reached to hug him,he disappeared.
I am going crazy...no i went crazy a long time ago,when I killed him.
"Hyunjin open the door" i heard y/n yell from outside. I opened the door and she immediately hug me. That's it. That's why I love her. She's there when someone needs here. She's salvation,she's amazing.
"Jinnie are you ok?" She asked with worried eyes. Those eyes might kill me.
"No y/n. I am not."
"Don't worry I'll be here until you're ok" she said.
I smiled. She's amazing...i don't deserve her.
Y/n was comforting me when Changbin came.
"Uhm Hyunjin...Felix..."
"Felix what?" I asked worried.
"He ran away again" changbin said while looking down. He was scared that Felix escaped but I couldn't care less.
"It's ok" i said.
"Do you want me to search for him?" Changbin asked
"No. He's free now. He can go. You can inform him for that actually" I said and Changbin left to find Felix and tell him the shocking news.
I didn't know how but I felt at ease. Felix was not my worry and I didn't care about him at all. He can live freely now.
"Jinnie are you feeling alright?" Y/n said looking at me with worried eyes.
"Yeah. Never better. Why?"
"Well I mean...you let Felix go"
"Yeah...yeah I did." And at that moment i felt some type of pain in my chest. Y/n had to leave too. And i have to be in jail for what I did. I got up from resting my head on her chest and looked her in the eyes.
"Y/n...you can go as well" i said.
"W-what? N-no Hyunjin. I-I'll stay here" she said.
"But I am dangerous,please. I am a psychopath. I'll hurt you. I'm afraid I'll-"
"I'll be here till you're ok" she cut me off and hugged me again. What are you doing y/n?

Y/n's POV
He told me that I can leave as well but no. I am not leaving until I bring back the old nice and happy Hyunjin. He is there,I know. But he's just lost. I'll try my best to bring the old Hyunjin again. Even if it means I'll stay with him forever. I believe there's still good in Hyunjin,and I hope we both find the true him together.
I am glad Felix ran away though. I really am. Felix got in these trouble because of me...
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"I'll be here till you're ok." I said
"But what if I'll never be ok? I can't risk your well-being for mine"
"That's ok Hyunjin. I'll stay here forever if it takes it"
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Felix's POV
I ran away from that place. Now I just have to find a plan to get y/n as well.
I was lying on my bed thinking when somebody knocked the door of my room.
"Come in" i said.
It was Changbin. If that dude wants to kidnap me again i swear-
"I am here to say that Hyunjin says he won't well...kidnap you anymore and such. You're free."
I was shook. Hyunjin do that???
"You're joking right?"
"No actually I was shook as well. He seemed pretty calm today...that y/n girl is magic"
Y/n? So y/n really is his everything huh...
"So anyways....how do we wanna save her?" Changbin asked and I looked him in the eyes.
"Wdym we? Only I will save her myself" I said and looked away.
"And how are you going to do it alone? Get captured again? You know next time he sees you,he won't hesitate to kill you."
"It is worth it for y/n"
Yes,even if I die,it's worth it for y/n.
. . .
I'll save you,even if it takes forever.