Poetry

Silent Screams

Welcome to insanity

Embrace it with profanity

Nothing but a worthless cause

Dreams of hope died alone

Constant "you're not good enough"

Along with other scorns

What's the point?

Fight to death

Scream my silent cry's

Trails of blood

Bleeding love

I've been rot and left to die

Can anyone hear the silent girl

Who paints the world in tears

The deepest depths of ones despair

Beware beware!

Can you see my mask?

The ones painted with love?

I painted it for you my dear till one day it broke

I'm sorry I'll fix myself

Nobody loves a broken doll

If I reach will someone catch me?

Or if I leap will I fall?

Someone please hear me! 

I can't do this anymore

I'm done being forgotten

Didn't I ever matter?

Call out your lies

Point out my flaws

Throw your knives

Stab me then

Keep on going go more and more

Till one day you've moved on

I'd be too far gone by then

I'll give back the knives

Don't worry

They're worth more than me right?

I paint my mask yet again

Holding it strong

Can't let my lover know I'm weak

And my daughter know I'm dying

Can't let the world know I'm scared

Can't let my friends know I'm crying

The constant noise of screams and shouts

Constant stabs of lovers doubts

I will scream it all out

Let the rage and flame die out

I can't hold this all inside

Let it kill me

It'll eat me from inside

Take your gun

Point it at me

Shoot me already

Shoot with all your hearts desires

Where do I even begin

Take my soul

Take my love

Tear me to shreds

Rip me apart

Cry like I hurt you

Cry making me a monster

Cry taking away my loved ones

Cry taking my life away

When do I get a turn?

When do I get to cry

When do I get to be loved

When do I get a life

When do I get to live

When do I get hope

Apparently it's not enough for you

Take my dreams and burn them

Take my love and shatter it

Take the knife and bury it deep

I can't feel love anymore

I'm too numb to the feeling

My anxiety surrounds me

and my broken love surprises me

The knife collection in my back and yet 

The ones all over can't compare

I reach out my hand in those who think they save

I watch as the walk about smiles on their faces

I'm in need of rescue yet the heros left me for dead

I silently scream in need of help

So please

Can anyone hear me?