Poetry

Two sided knife

Are you serious?

We're at this again

Endless cycle of petty revenge

What is wrong with you?

Does the selfishness not consume you

Does the lives you ruin not make you satisfied

Does the hearts you shatter not make you smile

Does the fucking sound of agony not bother you

I hate you

I can't describe the words of hatred towards you

You ruin lives for your own gain

You've fucked up mine so many  god damned times

I can see through you lies

Sooner or later others will too

Go on and play victim all you like

All you are is two faced

I fucking hate what you do

Play the game of hero then throw it all away

Do I not mean anything to you?

Or was my last 5 years a waste

I hope it kills you in the end

That thing you call a heart

For all I know 

You might actually have one

Oh do you want you knives back?

The ones you stab me with everyday

The constant dripping of blood

Drip drip drip does it ever stop?

Fuck you and your bullshit

Don't you think I know you're cheating?

God forsaken liar and a heartless one at that

You don't have a heart you never have and you never fucking will

I gave you everything I had and you ruined it

I gave everything up for you 

I destroyed my entire life for you and for this

You made me bleed for nothing

You made me burn for nothing

Only for you to turn around and call me for a good time

I gave up on you years ago

Why can't you do the same?

I loved you and loved you and loved you till it almost killed me