Listening to Smiles and Tears....I am VERY hipster right now.
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I kissed back, my heart beating insanly fast and I could feel myself burning up. I felt like I was about to throw up, but in the good way.I'm enjoying this of course, but I new at all this...stuff. Chilled however way quite the oppoisite.
Both of our arms wrapped around each other, removing any possible distance between us. He licked the bottom part of my lip, requesting enterance, I assume at least. Unsure, I allowed him to. His tongue explored around for a while, occasionally forcing a light moan to escape me. After a while, he backed away, both of us pausing to take a breath.
"That was...." I trailed off, lacking anyway ability to describe it. Chilled smirked, taking my dazed, flushed, breathtaken self as a sign of accomplishment or something along those lines. Before anyone could say another word, the sound of jingling keys and opening doors grabbed our attention.
"Oh shit." With those words, Chilled turned off his room's lights and we both hopped into bed, making sure to hold some distance from eachother. After some time, Chilled's mom walked in, perhaps checking if Chilled was asleep or not. The fact that she did almost made me laugh, but I managed to hold out. Once she left, Chilled sat up, I did the same. "That was kinda close."
"Your mom still comes to check if you're asleep?" I whispered, holding in a chuckle.
"Yeah...She doesn't belive I go to sleep otherwise." Somehow, I could see that.
"Anyway." I spoke up, with sole purpose to change the topic. "Are....We?" I began, knowing that we both knew what I was talking about.
"Dating?" I nodded. "Honestly, I've like you for a while, but had the balls to ask." He admitted shyly, suprising me quite more than it should've. I recalled the reason I never said anything myself.
"Really? But Adam told me you have a girlfriend..." Chilled tilted his head, maybe raising an eyebrow as well.
"Maybe he was thinking about someone else? I haven't dated anyone since Junior year" Anthony suggested, unsure himself.
"Probably..." I agreed, having another idea why. "Anyways do your parents care about the whole, homosexual thing?" I asked, unable to feel normal with asking.
"Not at all, no. If I 'came out' to my dad, he'd be all like 'Oh that's nice, want a medal or something?'." I faintly smiled, somewhat envious. "Have your parents come around?"
I shook my head, "No one in my family has had a real conversation with me for about three, four years? Point is: no."
"It'll be a while, but they'll come around. Sooner or later, they'll have to accept you." For now, I'll agreed and try to convince myself that that's true. Chilled yawned, causing me to yawn shortly after. "We should get some sleep." Chilled recommended, receiving no objection for me.
We both lied down again in the darkness, together. I rested my head on Chilled's chest, barely able to stay awake a second longer. "Goodnight Steven.."
"Goodnight Anthy.." He slightly groaned, but was too tired to say anything about it. I drifted off, recalling the day over and over again like a catchy tune, only remembering the best parts. This time, the best part was Anthony. (Cheesy:)
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Didn't want to write to far into the nasty, I'm a newb.
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To Be Different (RoyalChaos)
FanfictionI may be different, but that doesn't mean anyone needs to act differently around me. Most people don't understand that. But then there's him.
