Baby Yibo and Baby Xiao Zhan
" WaWaWaaaa "
"What happened Yibo gege is here please don't cry . Tell me what happened, okay " baby Zhan hug baby Yibo. Who is crying while holding his knees
" Ge...ge...that rock... hurt my knees " he completed to his gege and point at the rock. His nose was running and mixed with his tears.
" Oh look at you, you look so ugly because you are crying and gege will throw that rock away okay. Don't cry anymore. Yibo look very handsome when you don't cry " He smile at the baby lion and clean his nose and wipe his tear.
Yibo immediately stoped crying because his gege say that he looked ugly." Yes, I will not cry anymore I am handsome Yibo and gege don't throw that rock kick it always, so that rock will scared of you " Yibo complain and pout.
" Hahahaha, okay my baby lion I will kick that rock away for you, okay " Zhan laugh and kick the rock it hurt his little foot but he don't say anything Yibo.
" Gege is the best , Love You Gege " Yibo smile and hug him. Zhan also smile back and pat his head lightly.
They both grow up together and they are more like a twins.
When Yibo was in danger or sad Zhan was always there for him and give him a courageous to fight. They attend at the same collage because Yibo want to follow his Gege. So his parents have no choice but fulfilled his wish because they know that he will not listed to them.
...........................Yibo was 23 and Zhan was 27.
As the time pass Zhan started have a feeling for Yibo but he hide from him because he don't want to runned their friendship." Instead of hiding your feelings to him. Say to him and listen what he is saying " Jing Cheng look at his friend. Who is playing games on his phone.
" It will be nothing to you, but to me it is very difficult. If I told him that I love him and he don't feel the same way then. What will happen to our friendship ? " reply looking straight to his friend.
" Then say that I hide from you because I don't want to runned our friendship " Jing Cheng suggested.
Zhan think for a while. " Um I will do that but I feel scared " leave a sigh.
" Don't be afraid I will beside you " Jing Cheng smile and pat his shoulder.
" Okay, I'm going now and please pray for me " Zhan give him a punny eyes.
" You are not going to war but I will pray for you and best of luck FIGHTING " Jing Cheng give him a thumb up and smile.
"Okay I'm going but I will call you when I was about to confession to him " then he run off.
Zhan was running around into the college campus looking for Yibo after few minutes. He spot him near the collage garden reading book.
As Zhan go near him he stared getting nervous. He took out his phone and call Jing Cheng.
" I'm going right now just stay there okay " in a nervous voice
" Hey don't be nervous you can do it, Fighting " respond from other side.
"Um " he take a deep breath and stand beside Yibo who is reading books.
Zhan smile when he know that Yibo was so concentrated on his book that he don't know his present.
" Test "
Yibo jump a little when he suddenly hear a voice at the quite place.
" You scared me gege " he hold his chest and pout." Sorry I don't mean to " Zhan smile and ruffled the young boy hair.
" It okay gege and I don't have any test I just want to read the book that all " Yibo give him a warm smiled that melted Zhan heart.
" Is everything okay gege " Yibo ask again." Y...yes why did you asked " Zhan asked and his whole body was started sweating and his heart breath speed up like he is running a long race.
" But you seam very nervous " Yibo don't believe his gege.
*What are you weating for Zhan just say it* Jing Cheng mummers on the other line.
Zhan clean his throat and rub at the side of his neck.
" You see Yibo, I have something to tell you...but I feel scared that you will avoid me and break our friendship " Zhan can't meet Yibo eyes.Yibo never see his gege nervous like this before and it make him worry.
" I will not angry to you and break our friendship. I promise, you can tell me what you want to say gege don't be nervous " he smiled at Zhan.Zhan face turned red when he see Yibo smile. He take a deep breath.
" Yibo, I have a feeling for you. I want to tell you a long time ago but I feel scared that you will avoid me or you will break our friendship...that why I don't say to you " he looked at Yibo eyes and he continued " But today I'm saying to you " Zhan was getting nervous as he wait for Yibo answer." Gege are you... " Yibo ask.
" No, I'm bisexual but I really love you " he holds Yibo hands.
" I don't know what to say Gege we been together since when we are child and I love you as my brother. But I am not saying that I will break our friendship... gege *taking deep breath* love is not a crime and there is nothing wrong to fell in love at the same gender but I can't return your feelings to you Gege... Forgive me and we can still be friends like before " he looked down.
The wind is blowing and there's a silent between them.
Zhan looked down he fell like the world, the wind and everything was stop at the same time. He don't know that he should happy because Yibo wasn't breaking their friendship or he should fell sad because he don't love him. Like how much he love him.
Yibo slowly look at Zhan when he don't get any response.
" Are you okay gege " he asked in a small voice.Zhan look up at him and smile
" Yes, I'm okay and I'm so happy that you don't break our friendship even you know me, thank you Yibo " he hug him." It okay Gege and I'm always here for you no matter what " he smiled and hug back.
But who will know the pain hear the sound of broken heart when you keep a smile on your face. No one will know that your heart was broke into million pieces. Only God can know your pain.
Edited by KavyaAgnihotri thank you for the beautiful Cover mein mein💖💖💖💘.
Hi, my beautiful reader. I want to say something that. I was about to make this story as a short story but some ideas was come running inside my mind. So I was thinking if I get more idea then I will continue this story if I don't have any idea then I will stop at that time. I'm really sorry I don't know how to say 😭😭😭😭😭.
This story always come to my mind when I feel sad or lonely and I want to share with you Guy's. I can't put on words guy's forgive me 🙏🙏🙏Till then happy reading take care and love you all❤️❤️❤️💖💖😘🙆
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