Lyrics pov...
Its been a few weeks since me and Kairi got together. Nothing bad has really happened apart from celia trying to get back with kairi. I'm still not in the soccer team which is ok i guess since i still am allowed to go to practice.
Over the past few weeks i've been getting more attracted to girls. like i still like boys but i like girls as well and the past few weeks i've been confused on if i'm straight or bisexual. i don't want to tell anyone especially not kairi since i'm scared that he might break up with me and then i'll loose him as a friend again. even though i like girls i still love kairi the exact same if not more, nothing has changed between us and if i come out as bi i don't want him to think i'll love him any less.
Taylor: so are u going to tell him your bi?
Lyric: i- i don't know i want to but i don't know how he'll react
Mattia: he won't react bad. the worst thing that could happen is that he breaks up with you then ends your friendship again
Taylor: mattia what the fuck?
Mattia: sorry..
Mattia: but that probably won't happen i mean he'll most probably only break up with u and keep you as a friend
Taylor: MATTIA YOUR NOT FUCKING HELPING!
Lyric: it's ok. he's right he probably will break up with me.
Taylor: no he won't he's not like that! he'll respect you and if he doesn't that's his loss
Mattia: yeh taylor's right. just because your bi doesn't mean your any less of a person as you where when you where 'straight'. and just because your bi doesn't mean you should be treated differently or loved any less.
Taylor: finally you said something fucking helpful!
Mattia: yeh yeh.
Lyric: ok i'll talk to him later. he's coming round my house and where watching movies and things so i'll try tell him then.
Taylor: ok. have u told ur mom yet?
Lyric: not yet ill do it after i tell kai.
Mattia: ok we'll see you tomorrow at Ales house.
Lyric: ok i'll tell Ale and Robert tomorrow if everything goes ok with kairi.
Mattia: ok i'm sure they'll be ok with it and again if their not that's their loss since their loosening someone like you.
Lyric: thank you mattia i love you both
Taylor: we love you too
Mattia: ok where going we'll see u tomorrow byee
Lyric: bye drive safe
Taylor: we will. i hugged both of them and then walked them to the door to see them out.
Kairis pov...
Its been like 3 weeks since me and Lyric got together and i'm so happy. i love her so much. we've been on a few more dates and we've spent nearly everyday together. The past week i've noticed Lyric being off tho. i hope she doesn't want to break up with me. the past few weeks have been amazing and i don't want things to change. even if she does break up with me i still want to be her friend obviously i don't want to loose her again.
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right now it's 6:40 and i'm at lyrics house. i just parked up and walking towards her door.
Lyric: hey kai how are you?
Kairi: hey lyly im good u
lyric: uh good ig yeh. she gave me a fake smile and then walked into her house. i followed behind her and we went to her room.
Kairi: are u sure you're ok?
Lyric: mhm...
Lyric: anyways what movie u want to watch? i want to watch moana OR we could watch frozen 2 again i'm in love with frozen. if we could watch toy story or we cou-
Kairi: lyric!
Lyric: what? u don't want to watch toy story? we can wat-
Kairi: no tell me what's wrong
Lyric: n-nothings wrong.
Lyric: come on i have snacks and things
Kairi: lyric please tell me. she looked at me then sighed. she sat on her bed and motioned me to sit next to her.
Lyric: um i know when i say this our relationship won't be the same or that you might hate me for it. i understand i guess.
Kairi: i won't hate u
Lyric: don't say that if u don't know
Kairi: ok ok i don't think ill hate you! better?
Lyric: yes now let me finish.
Lyric: i'm um
Lyric:....
Kairi: what?
Lyric: i'm
Kairi: bruh what? ur?...
Lyric: bisexual
Kairi:......
Lyrics pov...
Kairi: bruh what? your?...
Lyric: bisexual
Kairi:...... oh fuck. he hates me. bruh i new he would. i just ruined everything. i hate myself why can't i just be normal and straight now he'll probably break up with me and stop being friends and then when i tell alr and robert they'll stop being friends with me then my mom will kick me out and-
Kairi: how long have you known ?
Lyric: huh?
Kairi: how long have you known you where bi?
Lyric: oh well i was confused for like ages but i've actually been bi for like 2 weeks.
Kairi: do u still like me?
Lyric: yes obviously i love u the same if not more.
Kairi: then i don't mind
Lyric: huh?
Kairi: well i don't mind if ur bi. you can't help who your attracted to but if u still like me then we don't have to break up. because i like you the same whether your bi or not.
Lyric: really? you don't hate me?
Kairi: i could never hate you. i sighed in relief the kissed him.
Kairi: i love you more than anything in the world
Lyric: i love you so much.
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A/n: i updated. sorry it took a while i haven't been very well with my mental health but i'll be posting more. hope everyone is ok with lyric being bi.
song: Hit different by SZA
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