Silent Doe//Yoonkook

Dont Be Afraid

"It's such a good feeling to be looking into your beautiful blue eyes again." Yoongi smiles while he reached to connect our hands. I felt my cheeks get warm by his words just as my heart began to pound when I felt his touch.

"I didn't think you'd ever want to see me again.....not with everything you guys have been through."

"Jungkook......I'm.....I'm the one that caused you so much pain. You didn't do anything it was all that monsters fault. You have nothing to blame yourself for." I just gave him a small smile but deep down no matter how many times I've been told that I'll always blame myself.

I looked up from my lap that I was staring at for I don't know how long since the room fell silent. I tightened my hand that was holding his before I pulled him closer to me. I moved over on the bed so he could sit with me. Yoongi didn't say a word he just let me move him to how I wanted like a piece of clay.

Once he seemed comfortable I rested my head on his chest so I could comfortably hear his heart beat. I smiled as Yoongi finally relaxed and carefully placed his hand on my waist.

"Jung-.....sorry!" Tristian was surprised but gave me a small smile before he closed the door behind him.

"He seems to be a kind friend." Yoongi said before he rested his head on mine.

"He is. Tristian has been like a rock by my side." I couldn't help but smile as I thought of everything Tristian has ever done for me.

"Jungkook? Hahahaha it's weird for me to call you that....that's what you told me to name my son remember?" Jackie came in with a big smile totally ignoring the fact that Yoongi and I were cuddling.

"Yeah I remember."

"Can I call you Boy or at least Kookie so my kids don't get confused?" He smiled at me.

Honestly my name has changed so many times I don't care anymore. "Sure."

"Great! So my wife is getting everything ready I already talked to Tristian and told him you would be staying with me. I told him he is free to join us as well. Oh Yoongi you of course can come the kids love seeing you." I pushed myself off his chest shocked before I stared at him full of questions.

"Haha Seokjin hyung and I couldn't stay away once we met his family. You remember Seokjin hyung worked at a daycare well let's just say he basically became a designated aunt hahaha."

"My wife would agree to that, no but honestly Boy these friends you made well they made sure to visit and check up on us. Haechan comes by a lot too he loves watching the kids." Jackie smiled at me. "Alright I'm going to leave you guys be I'm going to go talk to Taehyung to see if you can get discharged so I can bring you home."

"Home?"

"Yeah home......you are home now Boy....Jungkook." Jackie spoke softly with a relieved look on his face before he left the room once more.

"Thank you." I said before I lowered myself back on him but more on his shoulder so I could look up at him.

Yoongi didn't say anything but he didn't have to as he looked over and down at me. He raised his hand so his fingers could run through my hair. He looked at me the same way he did years ago when we kissed for the first time.

Are these the what if's that I've been thinking about for years? Is this why he never left my mind because he truly never left my heart? I felt so complete while I was in his arms. His fingers softly ran through my hair and touching my scalp every so often making me smile.

I slowly put my free hand behind his head and carefully guided him closer to me. My heart was pounding as I finally felt his lips on mine again. Our lips moved in Sync with each other so careful and soft.