Alpha Xander

Chapter 3

Cassia's POV

    The storage closet is on the same level as the gym. I had only gone there to get a few things when I spotted my mate with some woman. I couldn't hear what was being said as they appeared to be training. Xander's back was to me so I couldn't see his expression either. However, I got a very good view of the woman and she was gorgeous. Jealousy had instantly flooded my veins and made my heart ache with despair. Is she the reason he has shown zero interest in me?

    She had a glowing tan and toned body with long legs. Her hair was a beautiful shade of blonde and tied into a high ponytail with tendrils framing her pretty face. She was only in a pink sports bra and black shorts with her sneakers. My mate managed to knock her on her back and they ended in a position that spiked my insecurities. He was between her legs with her knees locked in a bent position. I couldn't handle the scene anymore and quickly scampered back to the elevator without grabbing the supplies I had originally come for.

    As soon as the doors close in front of me, I feel the sting of tears in my eyes. No wonder he doesn't want me. He has already found someone else. And the way she was looking at him, just seeing it felt like a stab to the heart. The salty liquid slowly leaks from my eyes and trickles down my cheeks as I ride the elevator to my floor, completely abandoning the thought of going back to the infirmary. My replacement was already there anyway.

    The lift dings and I quickly swipe the tears from my face and inhale deeply as I try to calm myself down. It's been years since I've had anyone care about me and my well-being and I have survived just fine. I don't need him. I just need to suck it up. He's clearly made his choice. But, why does it hurt so damn bad?

    The metal doors slide open and I spot Carlos's sister, Elena and Xander's sister, Isa walking towards me. They are a couple of the very few people I've gotten to know since coming to Crescent City. "Cassia! We were just looking for you!" Elena exclaims as they approach me while I step out of the elevator.

    As they get closer, their expressions suddenly change from joy to concern. "Cas, what's wrong?" Isa questions gently as she reaches out to give my shoulder a squeeze.

    "Have you been crying?" Elena asks as she comes up to my other side.

    I can't make myself answer. Just thinking about what I saw has all of my emotions coming back at full-force. A sob is building up inside of my throat and I'm trying my best to hold it in. My face burns as I fight the urge to break down. "Cassia!" Isa replies in surprise as she watches my face redden and contort as my lips begin to tremble.

    She quickly wraps an arm around my shoulders as Elena grabs my hand. They quickly lead me to my room as Elena steals my key from me to unlock it herself. Isa guides me over to sit on my bed as Elena shuts and locks the door behind us. They take seats on either side of me as Isa holds my hands in my lap. "Cas, what happened? Why do you look like someone killed your cat?"

    I let out a weird half laugh, half cry before I shake my head trying to organize my thoughts. I hardly know Xander, so why does it feel like my heart has been shattered into a million pieces? Suddenly, the dam finally bursts and tears begin to seep out of my eyes uncontrollably. Isa pulls me into a hug and allows me to sob against her shoulder as I squeeze her to me. Neither of them says anything as they sit in silence until I get it all out. I'm not sure how long I'm crying for, but I finally manage to calm myself down. Straightening myself up, I wipe my face clean again and let out a sigh. I'm feeling a bit better, but I'm embarrassed by my outburst.

    "Do you want to talk about it?" Elena asks softly.

    I let out another puff of air as I try to get up my nerve. I've never had anyone to confide in before. Maybe talking about it will help. Plus, maybe Isa will have some insight in regards to her brother. "I'm sorry... I don't know what came over me..." I begin awkwardly.