Thoughts || Louis Tomlinson

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"We won't see each other for a long time."

"I know, I'm sorry I have to go like this Amia."

"It's your job lou."

"I wish it wasn't so I can spend time with you."

"You'll visit Louis, it's not the end of the world."

"But we just met, I want to get to know you."

"You will."

"I have to go now. But I want to get to know you anyway, so text me your thoughts, everyday, and the end of the day."

"Why?"

"Because we are what we think."

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Louis: hellOooo, you didn't text me yet? ):

Me: It's not the end of the day yet lewis.

Louis: Oh, right, time difference ugH

Me: ttyl lou, have shit to do

Louis: don't forget !! byE, have fun doing your shit :-)

Me: ffs

Louis: WhAt ??

Me: go away, get out, bye.

Louis: rude much. bye loveee x

-11:03pm-

Me: lou

Louis: finally

Me: this is going to be long though

Louis: I don't care go ahead

Me: missing; I've always been curious about missing someone, because you get that empty feeling in your stomach and your lungs seem to be burning. Your whole mind would be engraved in this persons' entity and you want more; always more. Some days they don't seem to appear in your head much but when they do it's like the whole world fell on you. Normally people don't realize that when you're missing someone, you're missing mostly the memories, which are carved deeply into your brain. Does anyone really miss a person? Do people miss the smiles, the laughs that the other person gives off? Do they miss their tender personality? Do they? The word miss contains so much meaning, you can miss a person, an animal, a thing. Can you ever miss yourself? Because sometimes I lose myself so much, I start to miss myself.

Louis: I miss you.

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This story is basically me venting my thoughts but I thought I could share it with you guys because some of you might relate. And if you dont understand it's basically louis wanting to get to know this girl, and all that jazz.

thanks, please vote x

lots lots lots of love xxxxx

(chapters will be longer, but only texts unless they are together in person) :)