The Crusader Of Love (Lumity) [DISCONTINUED]

Mayday

"Luz listen-"

I don't WANT to listen to you right now.

"Fine but later we have to talk."

The class goes on and I just take notes the whole time. I can feel Amity taking glances at me but she won't speak to me.

The bell rang and I got up to leave when someone grabbed my wrist. "Luz, can we talk...alone?"

"Sure, Amity." Ok I have to come up with something. I can't tell her straight up that I'm part Demon that won't fix anything. What do I do.

"Tell her about me dummy it's the only way."

I doubt she'll believe me...

"I'll make her believe you. Now tell her."

"Hey Amity I-"

"Luz, I just wanted to talk about the other day and well...how do I put this. I don't know its complicated but I don't think we should be friends anymore. It's obvious that something's wrong and if you really do hate me as you said then that's all the more reason." No No No! Why is this happening to me.

"But Amity I-"

"There's no need, Luz, we're done." After that she just walks away.

"Wait! Amity please wait." I shout. She turns around and I go to her. "Just please hear me out, I don't know if you'll believe but it's the truth."

"Go on I guess." She sighed.

"Look, I'm part Demon and when I said I hated you I didn't mean it its just that I can't control myself and I can't get it to stop. Amity I don't hate you, I love you." I tell her.

"Wow. You were right, I don't believe you. Is this a joke to you Luz? Do you just see others as mere toys?" Amity scoffed.

"No you have to believe me Amity I'm in love with you." I cry.

"I'm sorry Luz but I don't feel the same way... I'm in love with someone else." She gives me a look of pity and walks away.

I just bundle up in a ball and cried my heart and soul out. I can't take this torture anymore. I never asked to be part Demon. I never asked to be like this.

I never asked to be ME.

Amity Blight P.O.V.

I can't believe I fell in love with her. So pathetic, she can't even own up to her own mistakes. She has to lie her way out of it.

I wonder if the Crusader will come by today? The way they danced and the way they talked was all so calming and I felt safe around them, just like I used to with Luz...

No I have to keep her out of my mind. I feel like I was too harsh on her.

The way the Crusader's kiss felt, it was just magical. I used my first kiss on them and I don't even know who they are.

The way they danced...I cant get that out of my head, it felt so familiar like

Like Luz.