Criminal Minds oneshots

it takes a village

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pairing: y/n x bau! team
[season 7 episode 1]

summary: basically emily comes back from being 'dead' if you've seen it it's along the same storyline. Y/N was the closest to emily and finding out she's alive y/n is rlly angry.

warnings: crying, blood, broken bones, fighting, yelling, swearing.

[ this won't include the case, just a day at the bau ]

words: 1355
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"Seven months ago i made a decision that affected this team, as you all know Emily lost a lot of blood after her fight with Doyle but the doctors were able to stabilise her, and she was airlifted from boston to bethesda under a covert exfilration. Her identity was strictly need-to-know." Aaron spoke, all of our eyes moving to him.

"and she stayed there until she was well enough to travel, she was reassigned to paris." Y/n took in a deep breath, no, this can't be true.  "she was given several identities, none of which we had access too." He sighed, looking at the faces of his team.

"She's alive?"  Penelope croaked out looking at our unit cheif. "But we buried her?" Spence whispered looking to y/n. Her hands were in fists, her knuckles turning white, "As i said, i take full responsibility for the decision. If anyone has any issues, they should be directed towards me." he finished. "any issues?" Derek stated taking the words out of my mouth.

As we all heard footsteps y/n couldn't believe what was happening, she felt sick, who would do that?  "Yeah i've got issues hotch!" she blurted out, slamming her hands onto the table as she stood up, watching as everyone flinched before looking behind her.

Emily.

"oh my god.. it's you! it's really you" Penelope cried out, moving to hug her quickly, Spence quickly followed after, Y/n and Derek stood beside each other, with a scoff, y/n walked past JJ and Hotch, shaking her head. 

"JJ, leave her, let her cool off" Hotch spoke, before hugging emily after David let her go. "Wow the team is finally back together" Emily joked, Derek shook his head with a smile before hugging her tightly.

"Y/N took it the hardest em, we all did but y/n was different" Jj mumbled, hugging her tightly.  "I'll go put some coffee on, yeah?" hotch smiled, making his way to the kitchen area were Y/N was. She was pacing, her hands running through her hair, tugging at her strands. "Y/n.. go talk to her" Hotch spoke up.

Her head snapped up, she laughed softly and look at him. "Talk to her? talk to my best friend who i thought was dead for seven months? my best friend who i mourned over for weeks? yeah you can get rid of that fucking idea!" She spat, not regretting the way she spoke to him. 

Hotch raised his eyebrow before looking over to emily who stood behind her, "Y/n/n.. stop!" Emily mumbled grabbing her arm before she could storm off. Y/n's was fuming, she glared at Emily "get your hands off me" she muttered, pulling her arm out of her grip before walking out of the doors.

"No, you don't get to walk away from us like this, you are a federal agent- not a child." Hotch spoke, y/n stopped and looked at him, she scoffed and looked at now JJ, Reid, Morgan, Rossi and Garcia as they stepped into the room. "you guys are really okay with this? we were all lied to for months and you're going to let this slide?" She spat, tears welling in her eyes, she never took death well as both her parents had died before joining the bureau.

"Y/N don't you think you're overreacting?" Reid whispered, fiddling with his fingers.

"overreacting Spencer?! you came crying to me for weeks!, you wanted to take dilaudid again, i sat with you for nights upon nights so i was sure you didn't touch it and you want to say i'm overreacting? people don't just come back from the dead!" she yelled, letting her tears fall as she looked at her team in front of her. 

Spencer opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out, "that's exactly what i thought." Shaking her head she left, wiping her face angrily.

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Y/n made her way to the gym that was located in the bau, everyone knew that when y/n was angry thats were she normally was. She wasn't sure how long she was there for, all she knew is that her hands were sore and bleeding, y/n felt betrayed-she was lied too for weeks, especially by her best friends.

"That's why you wear gloves" Y/n heard someone talk to her ignoring who it was. She heard the whispers of the other team members, she grunted and threw another hit at the bag, blood sweeping threw the thin bandage around her knuckles. "Can I help anyone? do we have a case?" she stopped, looking at them her chest heaved as she tried catching her breath.

"N-No.. we're all going for lunch, did you wanna join us?" Y/N shook her head and turned back to the punching bag. throwing a punch she pulled back, holding her hand "oh son of a bitch!" she groaned, Emily looked at her with worry before taking her hand, looking at it "yeah.. y/n you've broken your knuckles.." she sighed.

"That would've been one hell of a hit, Y/L/N i've taught you well" Derek laughed, she glared at him, grabbing her car keys and bag,she rolled her eyes. "Yeah whatever" she sighed, passing her keys to derek. "c'mon you're driving me, i can't stand being here anymore" y/n didn't mean the things she was saying but she was so angry, so angry she was betrayed.

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"Rossi's having dinner, you should come" Morgan spoke looking to the cast on her hand, "i'll think about it, is Emily going?" she asked, sitting up on the hospital bed. "i assume so" he sighed, y/n shook her head as she blinked away her tears.

"i just- i'll miss out this one time. i can't do it derek, i cant look at her and pretend everything's okay when its not"y/n cried as she looked at her best friend.

"y/n/n.. you don't even have to talk to her, come for me, rossi, hell his dog even or free alcohol" he winked and y/n laughed. "okay fine, i'll come." she huffed.

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Later in the evening Y/n showed up later then she expected, in reality she sat in her car contemplating whether she wanted to go in or leave. Jack and Henry played with Spencer and Penelope as Dave and Aaron stood by the grill. Derek, JJ and Emily stood in a circle drinking their wine.

Y/n sat silently by herself away from everyone, looking to the cast on her wrist, silent tears fell as she played with the grass, unwanted memories of how you were when Emily left resurfaced.

"Hey.." Y/n looked up from the grass to Emily who sat next to her. "I'm sorry, and please let me talk before you snap but Y/n you have no clue how much i was hurting, you lost one friend but i lost several, don't hold a grudge against Aaron and Jj, they were trying to keep me safe.." Emily gave you a soft smile.

"And i know, i know you don't deal with death well but i'm here, Derek told me about the nightmares, Aaron told me how you came into work drunk a few times, Penelope told me how you cried in the bathroom for hours, Spence told me how he found you at my 'grave' asleep. And JJ, Jj watched you fall apart, she wasn't sure where to begin to try and help,  Dave told me how long he'd hold you while you cried, they all love you, they care." She smiled. "i care"

Y/n took in a deep breath. "God i hate you Emily but i'm so glad your back, i missed you so fuc*king much" she whispered, hugging her tightly.