Sanders sides one-shots

pills

Thank you willow_rose17 for the request!

Please read this before you continue reading.  I know about the anxiety medication 'zoloft' because I have severe anxiety and stress in my life, so I take that medication prescribed to me.

Trigger warning: brief mention of self-harm

Thank you for reading! Enjoy or don't it's up to you!

Thomas P.O.V

I was really depressed lately, and felt life hurting myself. I knew Virgil felt this like 10x worse, but I still felt bad. I told Joan and they told me to take a an anxiety and depression pill called 'zoloft' so I saw a doctor and told her about it. She said I should take it once in the morning every morning at the same time. So a month later I I've been taking the med, and it was working! So I thought it was working for Virgil. I pulled him up but he was hunched over, saying he felt like dying.

Virgil P.O.V

I have been feeling like fucking shit! I don't know what happened, but it hurts like hell! And I kinda want to die. Thomas pulled me up when I was about to fall over. I was hunched over, he asked me why I was. "I am not okay,  I promise." I say. Yes! I still got it! "Virgil! Kiddo! This is no laughing matter!" Patton said. "Why?" I ask. "Thomas took his first dose of zoloft today." Logan stated wait..... "What is 'zoloft'?" I ask. "If I am correct-oh I mean I AM correct, zoloft is a medication prescribed to people with high levels of anxiety and/or depression." This is why I'm dying. "I....." "What, Kiddo?" Patton asked. "I-" everything went blank....... I slowly open my eyes....everyone is talking. "Well, Thomas, you do feel as though these pills are working, correct?" Logan...... "Yes- but- Virgil..." Thomas....... "Well kiddo, in the end..... you need to put yourself first, like Janus said, we need to." Patton...... "But-" "No! Roman! Thomas needs this!" What....... "Roman, Kiddo, we love you......" ouch..... "but you need to put the whole...... Virgil thing aside. Because, right now, Thomas matters...." Wow....... they really don't care about me...... I knew it. I pass out again. "V-virgil I know I won't be able to tell y-you th-this b-because y-you might d-die" Roman said through sobs, louder at the end. "I l-li-LOVE  you..... Virgil." He said, I wanted to jump up and kiss him, but I was paralyzed. Maybe he's right..... am I going to die?

Thomas P.O.V.

I told Joan the side effects that I was having from zoloft. "I have troubles eating-" "take MAOI!" they yelled at me. "Okay..." again docter approval..... now I take an MAOI.

Virgil P.O.V

It stopped...... all the pain... gone.
I get up to see..... Roman. I remember what he said..... I jump up and kiss him! Oh god!

"What? Why? How?" He asked and questioned. "Sorry....." "NO! No, no, God NO!" what the actual fuck? "Uhm wh-" he cut me off, he kissed me.... "I just didn't know how you knew...... how?" "Easy! I heard you!" "Oh god!" "Sor-" he pinned me..... then just kissed me.... I see...... OH MY FUCKING GOD! IT'S PATTON! "Hey, kiddo, I'm sorry we didn't treat you ri-" "BYE! BE SAFE!" OH MY GOD!