p: alright let's start d:yessir p: angle sit here i just nodded i sat down as payton started talking about some random shit it kinda went like blah blah blah Food blah blah blah blah food blah blah blah blah FOOD as you can tell am hungry talking snacks payton i have a wired feeling like maybe i should stop i dont want to love no one but he's "DiFfErEnT" i think he deserves better than me he cant put up with me even tho he might not show that i hate that am in love with him and it only the second day am falling and i don't want to i need him to hate me so i can move on he deserves better- i got pulled out my thoughts by payton lightly shaking me
p: angle wake up were leaving y: sorry p: its okay come
payton's pov: we soon started the meeting angle feel asleep talking about angle i really think am starting to change me i like a lot considering i met her two days ago and yet again i think am in love shes soo adorable i mean who wouldn't but i don't wanna show emotions only to her of course. but today shes acting a little wired i have a bad feeling but oh well
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your pov: we walk to the car and get in i stayed silent i didn't want to talk to anyone maybe if i just distance myself it would be better p:you okay ? y: why do you care ? p: because i care about you he asked more like a question y:sure p:Y/N whats up with you one day your all lovey dovey next minute your Fucking pissed at me i didn't even day nothing bad huh ? he said driving off
y:... p: TELL ME huh YOU CANT HATE ME MORE ?!
y: because everything good that happens to me leaves and i don't want you to leave
p: i wont but stop being like this he said pulling up to the house
y: am sorry payton you deserve better than me p: wha- before he could finish his sentence i ran out the car with tears running down my face y:WHERES JACKSON !? j:HIS ROOM ! i ran up the stairs what tf has gotten into me i feel like jackson can understand me the most gabriela's busy with mafia shit the rest i don't even talk to i hate myself i run to Jackson's room y:jackson i said breaking down even more am i dramatic yes but do i care no
paytons pov: great payton you open up to that women and she leaves "because i deserve better" ugh i hate her wtf stop leading me on then ughh am gone i swear to god if anyone comes in my way am kicking theres head off i get out the car and go to the training rooms i don't train my days are over but i mostly come here to take out my anger for example right now
the training room:
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i walk over to the punching bag and punched away my anger
your pov : he ran over to me ja: whats up bud y: i m-messed u-p ja:come here he hugged me it felt good but. not as good as payton man i really fucked up j:lets watch a movie okay y:..o-okay
