MY ENEMY IS MY LOVE (Completed)

🖤EMMA WASTON:: PIZZA🤍

With that I excused myself and went into my room to avoid anymore akwardness between us and the main reason is to stop thinking about grabbing him by his collar and kissing him madly. I need sort my feeeling otherwise I am going to be in big trouble.

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"LOVE" What is it? How do you know that you love someone? How does it feel? Does everybody know answers to all these questions before they know they fell in love.

I never felt this need to define my feeling but now every part of my body is screaming to just go and hug him, to feel his touch. The tought him not being in my life making wanna cry so hard. It just can't be a attraction or a crush that I can get over with it.

What I feel rightnow is real, it's true , this is what I want in my life. But am I ready to risk myself, my heart, my emotions everything fot this Devil's love? But I never felt like this for Ashish, maybe that was never a real thing, maybe I was just dillusional that I was in love with him. No matter what happens after this in our lifes still he and these feeling I have for him will always be a part of my life.

That's it. That was the time I just realised I was head over heels in love with Sidharth. And do I have answers for all the above questions, Nah not really. But I know one thing whatever I have for him is real and that is what I want, I know that I can just imagine my rest of life with him without any fear. But I can picture us happy.

It's so funny that you don't need a magical date or any fancy dinners to realise that you are in love with someone. When you love someone you will just know about it. Should I tell him now? Yes I will just go and tell him.

With full confidence I started moving towards his room, I was just out of his room I am just a step away to get inside his room. 

Shehnaaz no need to worry you just need to say "I love you" that's it don't feel nervous about it just go and tell. But what if he says "No" its okay but I just can't lie to my bestfriend about my feelings. Just go Shehnaaz.

With that I opened the room door, He was sitting in balcony. I went to him and sat beside him. He looked at me and he looked back at sky.

"Hey what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Just looking at stars. What are you doing here.?" He said, still looking at sky.

Say that you came to tell him "I love you".

"Nothing I just couldn't sleep." I said, looking at him and looked back at sky.

We sat there looking at sky for 15mins in silence. I just wanted to tell him but I was really nervous.

"What is your opinion on Love.?" I asked, looking at him. He looked back at me. We had a intense eyelock.

"Why suddenly you are asking me about it?" He asked still looking into my eyes.

Say because I love you ."Just curious". Omg Shehnaaz it's just I love why are you saying all this shit.

"Okay. Before I didn't really had a great opinion on love because of the women I dated in my past, but now I don't have any bad opnion on it or a good one, I am neutral about it. To answer this question the person should also love me back right." He said, giving me a smile.

Who the hell is that girl? I am always with him I never saw any girl. "What is your take on Love?" He asked.

This is the right time just tell him. Just tell him Shehnaaz. "I think its great." I said.

"Do you love someone?" He asked with a smile.

"I do." I said, looking down. "And who is that?" He aked with a smile looking at me.

"Ummm.......I......I love..........I love Pizza." I said. Pizza seriously....Seriously Shehnaaz, I swear to god I am hopeless, I am gonna die single. He just truned back looking at sky.

He said he love some girl right, maybe that might be me the way he looks at me even today we had a moment, it's kinda really evident that he likes me. Now also we were having this conversation we had a intense eye look I am damn sure that girl is me only. 

"Who is that girl you love?" I asked with a playfull smile.

He looked at me, he gave me his very famous devilish smile. "She is that most beautiful girl I ever saw." He said.

"And what is her name?" I asked.

"Emma Waston" He said with a smile.

"What seriously?" ."You love Emma Waston.". "Yah" He said while laughing.

"And you actually expect her to love you back." I said, with a irritating look. "Yah what wrong in that. When you can love Pizza, why can't I love Emma Waston." He said still laughing.

I gave him a angry look and got up and threw a pillow on his face. "Why do you always do this." I said. "You what go to hell". With that I was leaving, when suddely Sidharth pulled me by my wrist and I bumpped into his chest. I looked up at him, he was looking down at me.

He pulled me more closer to him by my waist. He was holding my waist tightly, and he placed his another hand on my cheecks, he was rubbing my cheecks with his thumb.

"Do you seriously love Pizza? Because I think you love someone else. Care to share who is that." He said that in my ears it was barely a wispher. 

I was literally feeling like I was in heaven. I know he also have feelings for me, but he wants me confess first to him. And I am not going to. I want him to confess to me. 

"No Mr.Sidharth Shukla I can't because I want him to be the first one confess. " I said with a smile.

He looked at me. "Okay Miss.Shehnaaz Kaur Gill. But you will be the first one to confess, I will bet on that." He said with a devilish smile.

"Challenge accepted." I said. He pulled me more closer to him. "You are challenging the Devil Shehnaaz. You will loose." I said. "Lets see who will and who will loose." I said.

And pulled myself out fro his grip. I was moving out of room. "You will loose and the day you will say that, I swear to god I will never ever leave you.". He said, I smiled but without looking back I left the room closing the door.

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TO BE CONTINUED...........

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