GROWING FEELINGS💞

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"Yeah, Listen Moti no matter what is your past or what kinda person you were in past it doesn't matter to what matters to me is you. And you are very special to me and I am not going to leave you. Okay this Monster is not gonna leave my Moti." He smiled at. I smiled back at him and kept my head on his shoulder.

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"Listen Shehnaaz never blame yourself for your dad's death because he isn't dead because of you, You can never hurt anyone that I know for sure." He said.

"You say he was in that place because of you, it's just fate Shehnaaz some shit stuff happens and you can't blame yourself for everything." He said looking at me even I looked back at him.

"You know you are the best thing that happened to me Moti." He said, we both were having intense eye look. Suddenly I could feel Sidharth's eye's on my lips and I understood he also have some kinda undefined feelings. I felt like he wanted to kiss me, even I wanted to kiss him, we both came really close to eachother, we were about to kiss then only we heard Kushal's voice.

We both backedoff and we both looked at eachother and he got up from there left to meet Kushal.

"Hey guys, I see you guys managed not kill yourseleves." Kushal said, with a smile he moved towards us. I was sitting on the chair and Sidharth was just few feet away from me.

"Yah we kinda back to being friends again." I said, looking at Sidharth and looked back at Kushal.

"Great." Kushal said, We both passed him a forced smile.

"So what are we doing tonight?" Kushal said, looking at both of us.

"I can't really make it tonight I need to meet this client, he is really important, I might be really late tonight you guys carryon. " Sidharth said. 

"It's okay I will keep her company." Kushal said, He came and sat beside me.

"Okay then I should get going guys" Sidharth said. And left.

Me and Kushal were sitting and staring at the dark sky, suddenly it started raining. We both were enjoying the rain.

"So do you love him?"Kushal asked. I looked at him with a confusing look.

"And when I mean love him that means you actually love him in that way where you see a future." Kushal said, looking at me.

"No...No....No.....We are just friends." I said. He looked me.

"I can bet this on my life that you guys aren't just friends, now stop lying to me and yourself. Even blind person can understand." He said.

"Is it that evident?" I said, looking at Kushal with hopefull eyes.

"Yeah it is." He said.

"Okay fine I do really really like him, but I don't know this is love, I am not sure about it and when I don't know about my own feeling I don't want Sid to know about all this." I said.

"First I thought it was just a crush, I thought I will just overcome that attraction, but its not at all going from my head, and I feel awfull about having these type of feeling on my bestfriend." I said.

"But why are you even feeling awfull about that, you remember he was attracted to you in the first place that's how you know we call became friends in the first place." He said.

I got of from my place, stood infront of Kushal. 

"I know that but since we became frineds never I saw him behaving with me like that, like he was attracted to me." I said. Looking at him.

"So you seriously think whenever he use to behave all weird when you hangout with Asim, he actually transferred him to another city what is all that. You are just scared to accept your feelings to yourself that's why you are doing all this." Kushal said.

"I am not in denial." I said.

"Sure you do. As a brother-bestfriend I will advice you to accept your feelings and tell him about. You owe that to yourself, all these stuff only create akwardness between you people." Kushal said.

"You give all these advices only to me not him?" I said.

"I do, but you don't know about that. We have our secrets." I said.

"Yah... " i said, with a forced smile. Because he would have known about our secrets he would killed us both.

"Okay but first I need to what I actually feel for him." I said.

"Finally". He said, I sat beside him.

"So what going on between you and Nia.?" Kushal said.

"Actually I wanted your help, I wanted to talk to you about this but all this happened." Kushal with a serious look.

"What is it about?" I said.

"I actually really really love her and I want to you take next step, I want to propose her." Kushal said.

"You mean you want to say "I love you" to her, I thought you were past that pharse." I said. He looked at me with a serious look and took a long pause, and then it hit me.

"OMG.......You....." I said.

"Here we go." Kushal said.

"You want to propose her for marriage." I said.

"FInally my bro is getting married." Sidharth said. We both looked behind. He walked towards us. We all three hugged.

"I am soo happy for you." I said.

"Don't belive her she is actually more happy because she gets shop for your marriage, and not just for herself for all of us." Sidharth said.

"Asshole." I said.

"Omg can't you guys be nice eachother atleast now." Kushal said. We three laughed and we broke the hug.

"So I want your help to pickup the ring." Kushal said looking at me. 

"Don't worry, I will take care of that" I said.

"Great I am soo excited for your marriage. You need to have a destination wedding okay." I said looking at Kushal.

"You are too excited for marriges, What you don't find anyone to get married." Sidharth said looking at me.

"Why do you think I wouldn't find?" I said, meantime Kushal excused himself to attened a call.

"I am just worried for you." Sidharth said.

"Don't worry if I don't find anyone to get married by31,I will just marry you" I said.

Now, I just want to bang my head to the wall for actually saying that, what is wroong with. Why am I behaving soo obivious. Stop it Shehnaaz. Get togrther girl you are strong and I just think about ho would it feel like kissing I don't think so its a really bad thing to do. Should I just do it? Omg what  is wrong why am thinking about all this. I need to leave otherwise my head will explode with all this wild thoughts.

With that I excused myslef and went into my room to avoid anymore akwardness between us and the main reason is to stop thinking about grabbing by collar and kissing him madly. I need sort my feeeling otherwise I am going to be in big trouble.

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