We were packing for playlist and I was still in denial of my mum gone it always felt like she was next to me and I really wanted to be with her I was cutting I hadn't been clean for ages and me and Blake a re good and are in a really good relationship.
Ja-come on we got to get on the bus A-alright I'm coming I was about to dismiss packing when I came across a necklace...it was my mums,but how did I have it I'm pretty sure she was wearing it when she passed away....anyways I got it and put it on and it looked like this:
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And I got my airforces on took my suitcases and got on the bus.i was really tired so I sat next to Blake in the back and decided to take a nap because the journey was 5 hours Bl-come here sleepy head A-teehee I rested my head on his shoulder.
A couple hours later I woke up to Blake shaking me.
Bl-we are at a gas station come on let's go. A-ok ok We got up and walked in I went to the toilet then I went and bout a drink and m&ms then we got back on the bus and this time me and Blake decided to sit with our friends so I sat next to avani.we were making loads of tik toks until the boys decided to play truth or dare do me and avani joined and sat in the circle together. Josh:avani truth or dare Avani:dare Josh:I dare you to make out with Anthony Avani-what ok She made her way over and kissed him passionately and then stopped Avani:alright Amelie truth or dare Amelie:truth Avani:are you a virgin Amelie:n-no I looked over to see jadens face and he looked angry and sad.Ans Blake was the same and everyone was looking at me but I just got up and sat at the back of the bus with my music playing while I was crying and they carried on the game.after the game Blake came and sat next to me and after a couple minutes of silence he spoke up. Bl-do u want to talk about it. A-a-are u mad? Bl-no Ik not but can we talk? A-yeah. A-remeber my ex jordan? Bl-yeah I do A-h-he raped me please don't be mad Bl-baby I'm not mad come here The two pull into a hug Bl-it's gonna be alright just talk to jaden later alright? A-yeah
Time skip:2 hours
We had arrived and got to our room I'm sharing with Blake chase and noen and me and Blake were sharing a bed.once we got there I told blake i was going to talk with jaden.i got to his room and josh was there. A-can I talk with jaden please. Josh:yeah sure He left the room Ja-are you going to explain. A-y-yeah don't get mad but I never did it Ja-that's doesn't make sense then how did u lose it? I started crying. A-jaden...I was raped. Ja-w-what by who? A-j-Jason Come here. They hugged and jaden said it alright and that it's safe now
