I woke up with strong arms around me and it was blake he was already up in his phone A-Blakeeeee I got to get uppp B-5 more minutes A-ugh alright *5mins pass* A-Blake come on I have to get ready B-okayyyyyy
When I went to my room I felt it..... Last night I cut gain I had been clean for a month but I couldn't help The pain I had to I showered and put concealer on my cuts and wore this:
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Then I rushed downstairs and jaden told me I was going to the hype house and I sat there with a confused look A-what's the hype house? J-it's a creator house like us but with more people A-oh all right We all got up and walked to the door when jaden pulled me aside from my wrist and it hurt A-ow Ja-r u alright Tb-what happened Ja-I don't know I just pulled her by her wrist,Amelie lift up your sleeve A-no Ja-amelie just do it,what happened yesterday A-a-ask Blake Blake explained to them but said he doesn't know about my wrists A-fine I lift up my sleeve and they all see the cuts and jaden starts crying a bit Ja-why would u do that?are you okay? A-y-yeah I'm fine I'm going to wash my face and fix up my make up Tb-all right I came downstairs and we got in the car and jammed to our favourite music A-AND U MIGHT BE WITH HER BUT I STILL HAD YOU FIRST OH OH OH OH I sang this as I pointed at blake,after 20 mins we arrived and it was a really big house I went in and i saw....ryland A-ryland I went up and hugged him and we looked back at everyone with a smile but everyone had a confused look and for some reason blake had and angry look with his jaw clenched A-oh we met at a park when I went on that walk R-yeah Ja-oh we'll meet the others I met the others and instantly clicked with charli,Dixie and Larry they were really fun and we spent the whole day together then later that night we ate and I was going to have a sleep over with the girls so I said goodbye but then Blake pulled me to the side... Bl-can I talk A-yeah sure Bl-you looked really close to ryland ante you dating? A-what no Bl-because I really like you and I want to be with you but it looked like you were with ryland and I got sad and kind of jealous and- I had shut him up somehow so I smashed my lips and to him and we were making out for 2 mins when someone came in to the room.....chase Ch-omg sorry I went red and Blake was rubbing his neck and said oh um see you later amelie A-y-yeah u to And with that I went upstairs to the girls and told them all about it and it ended up being a good night but I kept on thinking about mom and Ava I really miss them.....
