i still remember the feelings of abandonment i had in the start of the year. i still remember the rain pouring unceasingly and steadily, the gloomy weather with its purplish shadows in the skies. the wool of my favourite coat and my black headphones. i wore only total black too; it was black wide sweater and pleat skirt, so i was not so alone. but i couldn't breath clearly as my thoughts weren't so. i just think i was in yesterday.
i still remember the feeling of the sound of map of the soul: 7. still, i listen to this magnificent and splendid album and flashback myself to this time.
the time, when i have found out the dark side of my life and decided to put that in the positive way. i remember that all, so i cannot stop being grateful for it. i wish guys knew what they've given me, i wish jungkook knew how he made me feel. now i felt not lost anymore, not afraid anymore. not alone anymore. he hit me with 'my time', and when i listened to it, i knew i wasn't alone with my problems. there was some guy feeling sometimes the same way: lost, afraid and being in the yesterday.
it hit me so hard so i cried. but time goes round and round, and life gets easy or maybe not just that way. so i don't cry anymore. i don't because i know i'm not alone anymore.
i don't, cause i remember that there are people in korea, in the city of seoul, who understand me.
flashback to march 2020.
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magic shop ･゜☆彡
Diversosя стал лучше благодаря тебе, так сделай то же самое и для себя. [ note about accepting yourself. ☆ ] ☀ ･゜🌾 💫
