I woke up........ again. I hate when that happens to me. My undershirt covered in blood. One of my cuts must have opened again last night. Not like I cared. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I locked the door so my step-dad wouldn't come in. I don't need an interaction with him this early in the morning. I took off my undershirt and washed it in clod water with soap and the blood came out after some scrubbing. I used the hairdryer to quickly dry it. I brushed my teeth and hair and put on some clothes. A jacket and some black jeans, nothing to special. I put my long bright red hair into a braid. I grabbed my stuff and left after playing hop-scotch over the beer bottles and needles.
I walked to school with my earbuds in playing some music. I didn't really want to make any contact with anybody, I just wanted to be alone. I hate going to school because, well, I'm different. I have a few friends but not many and the ones I do have are bullied just like me. A long time ago I used to trust the school would help, but like most schools out their they didn't help at all. I just gave up on them at this point, and they gave up on me as well.
After a short little walk I was at hell-. Whoops! I meant school. I sat on a bench and opened up a book I had been reading, it helps pass the time. When I saw that it was 8:05 I grabbed my stuff and went to homeroom. Good thing I wasn't late because we had some sort of lockdown drill in homeroom today, so if you were late you were shit out of luck. Once we went to second period I sat in the very back and got out my homework looked over it to make sure it was completed fully. It was. The teacher came around and got all of it and gave us an assignment to do in our books but I already had all of it done so I just slept.
"Luna, Wake up. Wake up Luna!" I heard someone calling my name and I tiredly opened my eyes. It was my friend Blaise. He was shaking me lightly. Blaise had dirty blonde hair and bright green eyes a little darker then my emerald ones. He had circle lensed glasses. He had pale white skin with light freckles. His boyfriend Max was next to him. Max had raven hair with dark brown eyes. He was bulkier then Blaise and had enormous hands. All my friends tease him about it.
"What?" I ask with my words slurring due to tiredness. Max looked at me trying to hold back a chuckle and Blaise was getting irritated because I wouldn't get up. Which only made it harder for Max.
"Fifth period is going to start soon bishhh and I don't want to have a lunch detention because of you!" Blaise said angrily which Max laughed unable to hold it back which earned a death glare from Blaise.
"Fine." I tiredly lifted my head and grabbed my bag shoving things in it. I picked up what I didn't put in my bag and left my English Classroom. I headed to my Math class and walked in with my friends right as the bell rung. And then Barbie Number 1 had to start her drama. We started walking to our table and she raised her hand.
"Mr. Andrews should I mark Blaise, Luna, and Max tardy?" Allison (Aka Barbie Number 1) did attendance for this class and she always made my friends lives hard since she didn't like us. When her friends were late she wouldn't put it down unless the teacher made her.
"Let me answer that for you. No." Said Max. He said it with no emotion at all. Everyone but a few people saw the emotionless side only. I am included in the few that sees his emotional side. Mr. Andrews looked at the two parties and waited to see how this worked out.
"Umm, I'm not sure if you can tell but I wasn't talking to you. Butt out!" Allison said rudely and at this point everyone in the class was doing the same thing Mr. Andrews was. Waiting.
"No but you were talking about him. Seeing as you said his name its his business." She didn't like the outcasts talking to her, especially embarrassing her in front of people. She turned back to Mr. Andrews pleadingly.
"Why would you even need to mark us tardy?" I asked and everyone looked at me.
"Because you were late obviously." She said rolling her eyes. And I smirked.
"Yes honey, I know what the word 'tardy' means. What I'm saying is we weren't tardy. We were all inside the door frame before the bell rang. That means we weren't tardy. Maybe instead of teaching me teach yourself." She looked pissed now. She looked at the teacher and he had a impressed look on his face.
I agree with Ms. Star. They were past the class door when the bell rang. So with that being said Ms. Gram their is no need to mark them absent. Now if you four don't mind I think we should get to the teaching part. Everyone turn in your homework from last night and umm you can talk before the lunch bell rings." Our friend group congratulated each other and continued on with our lives. The lunch bell rang and we met up with our two friends Raven and Alec. They were a couple and a cute one at that. Raven was nothing like her name. She had a pastel pink hair color with natural grey eyes and she wore a cute pink outfit. Alec had brown hair and chains and leather. They seemed like opposites but they were perfect together. They made it hard to want to stay single.
"Everyone gets their food and meets in the garden right?" Alec asked making sure everyone was down for that plan. They were. We split and all met in the garden. My friends laughed and told jokes but I didn't I closed my eyes and wondered what was going to happen to me at home. My mom abusing me, my step-dad abusing me, them abusing each other. You never know. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped and my eyes shot open, but it was just Max.
"You good?" He asked and everyone looked at me. I could now feel the tears on my face. I nodded not trusting my voice to talk. He looked at me with that 'Stop-lying' look, "Tell me the truth Luna."
"It's nothing I just had a wave of sadness." I smiled. But it was empty. A empty fake smile. And everyone their knew it. I knew it. They didn't press any further and I wiped the tears from my face and joined their conversation. l laughed when they told jokes, but that laugh was faker then Allison's personality.
I was walking home from school when I felt someone strong push me against a brick wall. I hissed in pain. That's going to leave a mark. I saw three figures standing around me. This could go 1 of 4 ways. 1: I get my ass KICKED! 2: I get raped. 3: I escape. Or 4: I get saved. Only two of those ways I'm ok with.
"You bitch! YOU EMBARRASSED ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE MATH CLASS!" Welp we all know how this is going to go. She came near me and slapped me. I heard the loud noise and felt the sting on my face. I smiled although they couldn't see it. This was her first hit move? Most people get their opponent on the ground and then beat the shit out of them.
Another person came near me and hit me so hard I fell on the ground. I just laid there. Their was no point in getting back up. I would've just been pushed back down and then they would have beaten me harder. But they weren't there anymore. They all screamed and I saw the horror on their faces right before they booked it. I was confused. I got up and looked around. Nothing was their. I wasn't scared or anything. I didn't even feel pain. I was COMPLETELY empty......
