I'm Not Okay.

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    I stepped out of my old house with my things in a suitcase and I allowed my wings to pop out and I let them lift me high above the ground till I was among the clouds. It was cooler in the night sky but it was quiet and peaceful. Something I desperately needed at the moment. I felt the camp night air race past my face and the stinging of the cold as I flew towards the school. No one would be there right??? I hope my friends would already be done with practicing their new found gifts. But I could only hope.

    I landed on the rooftop and laid down. The cold concrete against my back was the only thing that grounded me. My thoughts circled about in my head and I knew I definitely wasn't going to be able to control them. And that just made it worse their were so many things int life I couldn't control. I heard my phone buzz and I was curious to see who it was, so I pulled it out of my pocket and looked at it.

    "James co-worker: Where the hell are you boss is pitching a fit?!" He texted. Fuck I totally forgot I had work today.

    "Me: Sorry I got caught up. I totally forgot I had work. Tell boss I'll be there ASAP!!" I responded mentally facepalming. I stood up and looked around making sure no one was around and slipped on my work uniform and hid my bag just in case someone came up here for some ungodly reason. I went to the edge of the roof, letting my wings spread and fell off the roof. Falling and when I was about to turn into a pancake i let my wings carry me high into the clouds. I flew to work and landed in the back alley. I then made my way inside after hiding my wings and clocked in.

    "Where were you??!!" I heard my boss Mishka day with spite in her voice. I sighed good thing she wasn't the one who hired and fired people. Or i would have been fired the first day I got here. She's never liked me and I still have no clue why.

    "Why does that matter? I'm here aren't I?" I said to distressed to give a fuck about what she had to say to me. I thought about just tuning her stupid ass out, I decided against it.

    "Who do you think your talking to??! Im your boss!!" She said distressed and scoffed a little. I rolled my eyes and chuckled.

    "First off your a supervisor, and second I've had a shit day and I came here to work not hear your bullshit. Now if you don't mind I'm going to do my Job." I said and walked towards the Kitchen. I walked out to the register and signed in to it. And a lady in a pink dress with dark lips and pink eyelids came up to the register with her arm interlocked with a young man who was wearing a black suit.

    "Excuse me? How can I help you??" I asked politely and smiled. They both looked at the menu and then looked at me. The man looked at the women.

    "What would you like my love?" He asked so soft and tenderly it made me genuinely smile. She looked at me.

    "I would like a a lemon cookie and a medium sized cup of tea please. Two sugars and some creme." She said in a smooth British Accent. Wow that was specific.

    "And I would like a large coffee just black please." The man said kindly. I nodded and rung all that up.  I looked at the sweet couple.

    "That'll be $6.10." I said. The gentlemen pulled out his wallet and handed me a 10. I punched in the numbers.

    "Keep the change." He said and I smiled.

    "Thank you." I said smiling. I took the tongs and grabbed a cookie and made the tea and coffee. I handed them their oder. And said, "Have a nice night." They nodded with a smile and left.

    After work!

    I flew back to the rooftop and set my phone alarm (I charged it at work). I changed into what I was going to wear when I woke up this morning. Which was a black hoodie crop-top and some jeans. I put some tennis shoes on and laid down. And drifted off to sleep.

At 7:30am Before School Starts!

    I woke up to my alarm screaming at me to wake up. I took my brush and detangled my hair and put on light make-up so I didn't look dead. I looked at my phone and it was 8. I flew down off the roof and entered the school. I saw my friends and today I couldn't put my mask up anymore. I couldn't pretend I was alright because I wasn't. They immediately could tell something was wrong. And all ran to me. I felt dizzy and lightheaded. They were talking to me but their voices were muffled and then I was weightless and then blackness.

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A/n

I hope you guys are enjoying this story. I really like writing it and I'll try updating at least once a week. Anyway bye for now!!! I got the art from shutterstock. Dont really know who drew it tho.

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