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Chapter 16

And here I am againe. with my ice cream cheesy movies and a head full of thoughts and I just want to rip out my hair.

What will happen when I'll move to New York? I mean Harry and I are just a thing not something seirous. I think. I dont know. All I do know is that he is the only one here that stopping me from going to New York.

I decided I'll text him that I need to talk to him and he said okay and asked why I was up at 5am but that's a different topic.

I slept for like 2 hours and started getting ready for school.

I feel so bad because I didn't sleep and I felt like not going to school but I had to I told Harry I'll meet with him after school for luch.

After a long boring and super hard day it was finally lunch time. I saw him, standing next my locker, his back against the wall. he looked so, breathtaking. I came back to earth when I heard him calling my name. I was so emberssed he just saw me drooling over him.

"Hey" he said with his charming smile. oh I'm gonna miss him so much.

"Are you okay?" he asked and I relized I went deep into my head againe.

"Yes im great. lets go get some food" I said and practically dragged him with me. stop being weird.

We sat at the restaurant and orderd our food.

"Is everything okay? you've been acting strange all day."

"Actually I need to tell you something" I felt like im going to faint and its much better than telling him the truth.

"Okay go on im listening" he said looking so happy I just couldn't do it.

"I dont know how to even start it's just so hard" I think im going to cry and I dont even know why.

"Just tell me its okay" he said and held my hand.

"I....I can't do this im sorry" I said running away from there as fast as I could. but Harry's legs are much longer so he caught me up pretty quickly.

"Hey hey what's going on" he said trying to calm me down from the mess that I was.

"Im moving" I whispered. he held me closer than before. I dont think he heard me. by the way he his holding me I think he did.

Why am I crying ike this? I just met this guy like what 6 mounths ago and half of the time I hated him. but now I cant live without him. I dont want to live in New York, my dream city, just because of this boy that drives me absolutely crazy.

I dont know for how long we stood there.
all I knew was that I wanted this forever.

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Hi sorry for the late update im still trying to figure my life out wich im sure you dont care but here is the chapter hopt you will like. :)