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Here goes first chapter, hope you like it plzzz vote comment ^^
King POV
Since age of 16
I was the part of ARMY
because I was the biggest fan of BTS. There every song have those lyrics which I can relate to my life and I attend every concert of BTS held in Thailand...
Songs like-
I NEED YOU
SAVE ME
DNA
FAKE LOVE
SPRING DAY
YOUNG FOREVER
NOT TODAY
NO MORE DREAM
LOVE MYSELF
.... This all are my all the favorite songs because each song teach me something important for my life like, 'NO MORE DRAM' this song teach me, if you have only dream for big care, big house, money and material things than it is not a dream at all... because dream seen from your own eye, from your own heart not from someone else eye and heart and because of this songs I choose what I really want to choose and about 'NOT TODAY' song teach me it is not a right time or day to die because I was very sensitive in nature and bully by the people in high school and this song save me from death and I was always thanks full to BTS for this type of songs and it's meaningful lyrics.... ahhh, It's all about me!
But today I was too happy because today i was going to watch BTS concert with my girlfriend kitty but I already know that I was cheated by her and she only stay with me because of my money and agreement which our parents made... I know it long time ago and I was too sad because of this. we both got our trick but get different place for watching concert, she get sit near his boyfriend and I left alone...
Concert begin and there first song was 'FAKE LOVE' and I look at my girlfriend side and smile and lyric start
'For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad' 'For you. I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt' 'I wish love was perfect as love itself' 'I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden' 'I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true'
and by the next line my tear come out and roll on my cheek...
'I'm so sick of this fake love, fake love, fake love' 'I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love'
My entire body is full of pain, continuously my tear fall from my eyes and I feel like I lost myself in this crowd and my heart is breaking up and the next songs was 'I NEED YOU'... and It's feel like BTS know how I was feeling right now... Song started and when I heard this lyric,
'Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone'
'I need you girl'
'Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?' ........
'The sky is blue and the sun is shining' 'So my tears are even more noticeable'
I get too much emotional and on the sort I mentally fell down and continuously looking at my girl and she enjoying this concert with her boyfriend whom she love and the next songs was 'SAVE ME' and here it's started.....
'I want to breath, I hate this night 'I want to wake up, I hate being in dream 'Locked in me, I am dead 'Don't wanna be lonely. Just wanna be yours 'why it's so dark here without you, It's dangerous, broken my figure 'Save me, I can't hold myself, Can't 'Listen to my heart beat, It's calling you at it's own will' 'In this black darkness you are shining so bright'
While this song, I was wonder and want someone to help me, hold me and say 'Hey! I am here' even I know that I am too scared of other touch even my own parent the only person touch me is my older sister and the next lyric broke me completely....
'Give me your hands, save me , save me' I need your love before I fall, fall.... save me, save me 'I need your love before I fall, fall'
I don't know but someone come, hold my empty hand and wish-par
"Hey! I am here"
That time, I didn't feel scared when that person hold my hand and by touching and warmness. I can tell it's a boy hand that held me then suddenly a lyric get on mind
'Breaking me who was stuffy' 'Waking me up, who was in dream'....
I turn face to see who were holding my hand and feel my pain and read my mind.... but concert was going to end and the fan was crazily moving toward stage and between this crowd, our hand cutoff from each other and lost in the crowd.....
So so so how you feel about this chapter? waiting for your feedback ^^ .... who was the person who hold King hand during concert when he feel low?..... let find in next upcoming chapter ^^ until that see you soon and if you get bored read my other student :) HOPE (TinCan) and SEESAW(GoodTechnic) ................ and and read (The Deaf Jimin) BTS
