A broken heart And a broken body turned beautiful

I know im loved ~15~ ⚠️⚠️⚠️

(Sup! Idk what this chapter is going to be so sorry if this is all over the place! Also! I'm currently working on a book over for my next book 👀 it's gonna be an AU story ship, it's still o gonna be with the boys! So get ready for that one! Anyway! Ima get writing!) ⚠️WARNING! SWEARING, JAPANESE SMUT??⚠️

(Nat's POV)
I sat down on my bed and stared at my hands,
"I'm finally free" I whispered to myself "maybe I should.. No! I can't! Eh ima order pizza to get this thought out of my mind!" I run down the stairs to find all the boys sitting on the couch
"OI! 愚痴! Who's up for ordering pizza!" I say holding my phone
"WHO YOU CALLING A 愚痴 GET BACK HERE!" narrator says and gets up from the couch
"Oh shit..." I say and run up the stairs but narrator grabs me from behind and starts to tickle me! I giggle "Stahp!" I say in my baby voice.
"I will if you say sorry for calling us 愚痴!"
"I'm sorry! Just stop tickling me!" I say giggling in between words
"What're u sorry for?"
"I'm sorry for calling you all 愚痴!" I yell so all the boys can hear me
"Good! Now cmon and let's order pizza!" Narrator says helping me up from sitting on the stairs. We sit back on the couch
"We don't even know what she called us!" Josh says staring at me
"I called y'all bitches" I say grinning
"Ohhhh! That makes sense why narrator chased you! Then!" Gaege says laughing "anyway! Let's order these pizzas!"

(Time skip to after pizza arrives cause I'm fucking lazy)

I sit down with the pizzas
"What movie we watching?" I say as I put the pizza's down on the coffee table
"We're watching titanic!" Eddie says and he puts the DVD into the machine
"Why! I get really emotional easily!" I say while staring at Eddie
"It's okay! I'm here!" Narrator stated as he put his hand on my shoulder
I melt into his chest as I grab the pizza box for the pizza we are sharing and put it on the couch.
Eddie presses play on the movie after we all had eaten and I had taken the empty boxes to the bin outside. I kept the boxes with food in the fridge cause leftovers!
(I watched the trailer to the titanic cause I haven't seen it and I cried 😂 lol so now I'm sad)

Eventually the scene where jack dies comes up and bury my face in grants chest and begin to cry.
"Hey... it's alright! I'm here!" He says as he pulls me into his arms and holds me tight
"Nat's crying? So is Gaege and josh" says Eddie with a little giggle. Grant gave him the stare cause he shut up almost immediately
"Jack...." I say softly "why... why does he have to die!"I cry into grants chest more leaving a big wet patch on his shirt.
"I don't know... I don't know.." Grant says as he runs his fingers through my hair
"Cause he was dumb!" Mully laughs trying to cheer me up..
"Please stop it!" Narrator says in a very serious tone
"Jeez okay! Then do a better job at cheering your girlfriend up!" Snickers Mullen as he gets up from the couch to go to his room to sleep for the night. I giggle at Mullens comment then soon go back to crying
"Okay, okay your gonna ruin my shirt let's get you to bed." Narrator says standing up and he picks me up bridal style.
"HEY! I CAN WALK! ナレーターをファック" I say soon giggling again (Fuck you narrator)
"いや、かなりあなたをファック" he says giggling (Nah I'd rather fuck you)
"Shut up!" I say as he plops me on my bed and closes my door behind him with his foot
"It's true though! I'd rather fuck you!" He says as he sits on my bed
"I mean... okay?" I say standing up
"What're you doing?" Narrator says looking at my ass as I stand up
"I need to get into my pjs.. so... Yeah... look away" I say as I stare at him and grab out some shorts and a hoodie.
"On it!" He says and covers his eyes. I take off my shirt and bra and throw on a hoodie. I look back at narrator.
"OI! COVER THOSE EYES!" I say as I stare at him. He was looking at me then quickly covered his eyes again
I turn back around, slip off my skirt and throw on some shorts "I swear to god Grant! Stop looking at me while I'm changing!" I yell a bit to loud
"USE PROTECTION" yells Mully from his bedroom
" NO YOU USE PROTECTION MULLEN あなたがジョシュをファックするとき！" I yell back (when you fuck Josh)
Narrator blasts out laughing at the comment I said
"I SWEAR IF ITS SOMETHING ABOUT ME AND JOSH FUCKING" he yells
"HUNT HINT IT IS!" grant yells while laughing "PLUS! I ALREADY HAVE PROTECTION ON!"
"you what..." I say looking at him as my face goes bright red
"I uhh shouldn't of said that..." he says looking down
" you might also want to have a cold shower or do you want me to help you out?" I say giggling
"Could you help please?" He says softly