A broken heart And a broken body turned beautiful

Hugs, kisses and acusations ~11~

⚠️WARNING: SWEARING AND SELF HARM⚠️

(Nat's POV)
Narrator climbed back up the window, And he gave me a hoodie! I put on and smiled "Now there's that smile I love!" He says looking at me causing me to blush and look down. "Awww! Your making her blush narrator!" Said Mully making me blush more "Stahhhp!" I said in my baby voice and with my head in my hands due to embarrassment. The boys left my room apart from narrator they all left the discord call and logged off, I did so too, I walked over to my bed and sat down next to Narrator! "Why are you and the boys so nice to me Narr?" I ask shyly
"Well, because we all know you've been through some shit and need to be taken care of! Plus... I- I-uhh I like you..." he replies
I look at him shocked and hug him "I love you too Narr!" I say softly
He pulls away out of the hug and stares at my lips, he closes the gap between us, I soon enough feel his lips touch mine and we begun kissing! He pulled away, I hear the slightest sound and my head immediately cranks towards the doorway, I see the boys standing there with their phones. I look at them all, grin widely and slowly crank my neck to as close to a 90 degree angle and slowly stand up the boys freak out and run out of the room! I collapse to the ground laughing, Narrator giggles about it too! I grab Madi and start snuggling with her and Narrator goes downstairs!

(Narrator POV)
I walk down stairs to the kitchen and grab a glass of milk. I hear footsteps and turn around! It was Gaege I put my glass down, "Hey Ga-" I get stopped mid sentence by a punch in the gut "she's using you and you know it!" He says
"Excuse me bitch?" I say clenching my fists I punch Him in the gut back and he falls down to the ground. I start beating him up out of anger and hatred! The rest of the boys run into the kitchen to find me sitting on top of Gaege punching him. Mully is able to pry me off of him while Eddie helps up Gaege and josh stands in the middle of us, Eddie tried to reason with Gaege and Mully tried to reason with me. "SHES A FUCKING WHORE! SHES USING YOU FOR CLOUT AND SEX!" Gaege yelled at me

(Nat's POV)
I hear a commotion down stairs in the kitchen so I go to the door of the kitchen and watch when I hear juicy Yell "SHES A FUCKING WHORE! SHES USING YOU FOR CLOUT AND SEX!" I immediately break down crying, the boys hear me start sobbing as they all look over, "First of all, I couldn't care less about the clout I get from narrator and you boys! I love him and that's all that matters! I'm not a fucking whore! The only sex I've ever had was forced! I would never use anyone for sex like I got used so fuck you Gaege, fuck you!" I yell at him, and then start running to my room hearing "Nat Wa-" Coming from Gaege as I slam my door shut I soon enough hear a knock on my bedroom door "GO AWAY GAEGE!" I yell as I stare at my arm and cry I hear the door open and slowly close, "Gaege go aw- Oh... Grant..." I say mid sobbing
"Hey.. I'm sorry about Gaege.. want cuddles?" Narrator says walking over to me and kissing my forehead
"As much as I want to cuddle I can't I want to be alone for the night, okay?" I say crying
"Okay... well remember to lock your window!" He says and I can hear the disappointment in his voice, he shut my door and went into his room. I hear the house go quiet as the boys go to sleep hours later, I walk into the bathroom once I know they are all asleep and I grab a razor.. I rip off the safety guard and run it along my arm, I stop when I look at my tattoo... "Lucy.. I am trying to stay strong I really am! What do I do!" I say to my self softly as I wash my arm but forget to wash the razor, put it away or put the safety guard back on, I just washed my arm and bandaged it... I returned to my room and slept.

(Time skip to morning lol)
I woke up and wished I hadn't, I walked to my door, let Madi out and locked the door to my bedroom, I didn't want to leave my room today... not even to eat or anything... I heard the boys recording all day I hadn't heard anything from Juicy all day...