三十八

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it's the 9th day that hongjoong has went out to search for him, and if he was going to be honest, it was getting tiring and annoying to run around all day and find him.

it's the 9th day that hongjoong has once again developed bruises and blisters on his feet, and his group of friends, or family, are not too happy about it.

hongjoong decides mentally,

tomorrow will be the last day i will go out to find him.

it breaks his heart a little to come to that decision. but it is what he has to do. he's learned from this that you can't be tied down to another, cause you deserve to live your own life.

hongjoong's learned how to care and love himself a bit more, and learned that there is more people out there who love him as well, not just seonghwa.

even though he made the promise last time, he can't live for seonghwa alone forever. he has to live for his friends, his family, and for himself too.

if I don't find him tomorrow, i will move on.

and with that, hongjoong plops onto his bed and falls asleep, hope and dread lingering in his heart.

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