see you in my dreams

𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴

"i know right, god she's so pathetic, we should totally set her up

Hannah. Hannah bakerrr! Answer me!"

"What? Sorry yeah sure we should" I reply to the girls, I must've zoned out. I saw a figure in front of me, he was smiling. It kind of freaked me out and reassured me at the same time?

"Are you not into this anymore?"

"Yeah I am, let's do it, send me the pictures, I'll put them up" I reply, lying through my teeth. I hate being a bully, being known as one.

"Cool, see you tomorrow, love ya bitch" they all yell down the phone before hanging up.

I let out a sigh, at just the fact I'm turning into someone I'm not. I want to be different but I'm in too deep, the girls would make my life hell if I ever left them and showed who I really am.

My mom comes upstairs to tell me it's time for bed, I remind her I'm not 12, the attitude evident, she just smiles and says I'll always be her baby, to which I can't help but smile at.

She gives me a cuddle and a kiss and then goes downstairs, leaving my door ajar, I look around at everything my parents have done for me, it's rather bewildering really, how they could treat me like a princess when I make girls lives hell at school.

Mom thinks I can change, and I think I can too? So in a hasty decision, I grab my phone off the bedside table, and go over to the files that the girls sent me.

"I'm not that girl anymore" I mutter as I delete the pictures and messages they asked me to spread around school the next day, I went to bed that night feeling so much better, as I closed my eyes I imagined a life where I was a new person, new school new friends and maybe just maybe, someone to hold me and tell me they love me.

I dreamt of my parents running their own business, I dreamt of our house, it would be light and airy, and beautiful, pictures everywhere, I dreamt of where I would work, i couldn't quite place it in my head but it had a large sign, and a movie advertised. And then I dreamt of my friends, they'd all be nice to me, they'd all love me for who I am, I pictured a girl, and maybe a guy?

And then he came, I imagined him as rather dorky, with a smile that would assure me, he has dark black hair, and always wears hoodies.

he looks the spitting image of the figure infront of me, waving and smiling. But then I realise that it's just a dream, and so I open my eyes, ready to face the day, and ready to face the girls.

I grab a piece of toast on the way out and my backpack, plain with only a flower on the back, mom gives me a hug and tells me to have a good day, as I make my way to school, my fear tightens with every step thinking of what the girls would do to me.

As I arrive, they greet me, smiling and laughing, egging me on to ruin another girls life. As they push me towards the school I lie and tell them the pictures are in my bag. I walk inside and pretend to put them up as they walk away, and then a stampede of people charge through the door as the bell goes.

And then I see, I see the look on their faces, anger crosses all of them. But thankfully the bell goes before they have a change to do anything, and so I head to class, Sarah looks at me, she looks so timid and afraid, is that really how I make people feel? She didn't deserve any of this. I smile at her and she nods before turning away

I enter class, my breathing escalates as I feel the girls angry footsteps behind me they'll get me at lunch I know they will.