When There Was You And Me Reyton

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I was awake laying on the bed quiet and I was staring him sleeping I always liked that When I could get up first it was beautiful to see hin sleep He was so serene and calm He was smiling in his sleep I crossed my fingers softly from his shoulders drugging them slowly towards his back I leaned my head forward and kissed him on the curve of his neck while my hands were caressing him softly I could tell he was already smiling more in the kiss He locked my hands under his own and smiled tenderly as well as he opened his eyes and put his head back and looked at me

Rowan- Morning sleepyhead

I smiled at him and he left a playful kiss on my nose

Peyton- Good morning princess

He said with a hoarse voice I bite my bottom lip

He was the most handsome men in the world and he was all mine My lips found his in a tender kiss for good morning

Peyton- Mmm what time is it

He asked rubbing his eyes

Rowan- Hmmm about 10

I sniled and shoved into his arms

Peyton- What are we going to do today that I have the day off

He asked while gently caressing my neck

Riley- Mmm nothing We're going to stay here and I finally get enough of you

I smiled playfully

Peyton- Everything is gonna be alright soon babe You'll see

He smiled at me

Rowan- I know my love I'm not complaning I have you and thats enough for me

I looked at him I was smiling

Peyton- Rowan

I looked at him serious he never called me that

Rowan- peyton

I said seriously

Peyton- Are you happy with me

He asked me and he looked at me in the eyes

Rowan- No I'm not happy

I replied and waited for his reaction he looked down he was seem sad

Peyton- I know that That I can't yet offer you what you have drea

He started to say but I put my finger in his lips and I looked at him straight in the eyes I didn't let him finishing his sentence

Rowan- I'm the happiest woman in the world and I don't care if we stay engaged 2 years or 3 years or 5 years As long ad I'm with you and you love me nothing else matters and sooner or later things get better

I smiled tenderly and I kissed him

Peyton and I were together for almost 9 years we had a three year difference He was older than me And we've been engaged for a year The day he asked me to be his wife was by far the best day of my life Our houee was quite small we were having a hard time money problems as I was study to be a doctor and he was trying to find a job as a lawyer He worked on a coffeshop and I was working part time on a maternity hospital but as long as we had our love nothing scared me

Rowan- You know I'll love you forever

I whispered when we broke our kiss

Peyton- I know And you know that we'll be together forever

He smiled and kissed my hand tenderly I smiled back

I felt the tears in my cheeks running hot Sabrina hand shook me up and I woke up from the stone late I was she looked at me She took the wine glass from my hand and put it on the coffee table She hug me tenderly

Sabrina- Why you crying love

She said softly I looked at her eith tears running off my eyes unstoppable

Rowan- Its all over Sab

I whispered almost barely from crying

They've been over for years now

She told me caressing my hair

Rowan- I always hoped but now I cant hope anymore

I told her and she looked at me

Sabrina- Why

She asked Deep down I knew she hoped about it too Even if she said the opposite thing all the time

Thats why I was mumbling as I was wiping my tears while she was reading the title in the paper

Rowan- The well known lawyer Peyton Meyer and paris Berelc are going to be married next month in a beautiful and rich ceremony in Tahiti

Thats the only place she read before she throw the newspaper angry

Sabrina- You know what Him and that slut they have to go to hell I don't want to see you like this That's enough Rowan you wasted enough time for him crying all these years He don't deserve you You don't deserce all this pain you're still young you're beautiful you've become a great doctor you deserve a man who will love you with all his heart so try finally to forget that idiot

She told me while she was staring me in the eyes

Rowan- I love him Sabrina I still love him

I said and I looked at her

Sabrina- I know but you have to forget him you have to do that you have to go on with your life

She insisted

Rowan- I can't and even if i wanted too you know that it can't be happen

I told her and I took a deep breath

Sabrina- Ah I know that well it's difficult under these circumstances

She told me and she made me laugh

She was right it had been four years since then and I had to forget to move on with my life but both of us already knew very well that this would never happen even if i wanted to Because there was something that would blind me forever with him