Hated

Part 5. No love🔞

"Jungkook -"

"Don't call me that" he looks away from me as I continue to look at him. Silence then hits the air which make me look down at my feet while playing with my fingers.

"I thought I was supposed to hate people" he says making me look at him "And sometimes I do, I can't help it" he then sighs, shaking his head. He stands to his feet fixing himself when he starts to walk away. He walks out the room closing my door behind him as I look over at my uncle. My uncle taught me not to hate even if someone is wrong, which is why I found myself going after Jungkook. Watching his door close behind him, I barge in making him snap his head at me. I can tell he didn't like that very much

"You must want a death wish Sung"

"Jungkook - "

"Don't fucking call me that"

"Jungkook -" he gets quiet which makes me get quiet while he glares at me. He starts to slowly walk to me, raising his hand up making me close my eyes. I then shoot them open when I hear the door slam close behind me. I look at him to see his arm still resting on the door while he stands centimeters away from my face.

This man is beautiful

"Jungkook -" putting his head down, he lifts his head back up with a smirk on his face

"Little miss Sung is really trying to test me - isn't she?"

"Jungk -" I try to say his name again but feel as he pushes his body against mine shutting me up

"Sung -"

"Your 4-year-old daughter?" I blurt out watching his face turns soft. He steps back looking down at the ground. He then looks at me which makes me look at him "You can trust me Jungkook - I promise I will understand you" he looks away from me. So, walking up to him making him look back at me, he sighs "I promise I won't judge you"

"You hate me, remember?"

"And that won't change" he smirks at me "But - you're hurting right now" his smirk slowly leaves his face. It might be dumb wanting to know about my enemy's life but - with there being a 4-year-old involved that he truly loved, a woman that he was still in love with, and a child that he never got to hold because that was taken away from him by his ex wife - this man is hurting so much which explains everything.

"Jungkook -"

"Don't call me that and I don't have to tell you shit about me or my life" he starts to walk away. Growing some vagina balls, I push him making him turn around to look at me, his eyebrows furrowed together 

"You fucking brought me here" I raise my voice at him "You almost took away someone that means everything to me. But I don't know the loss that you had to go through with losing a whole family. Especially when there are babies involved" he puts his head down. I see him lift his hand up to look at me and as if he's speaking in a sudden tone through my mind, I found myself walking to him "Talk to me Jungkook"

"What's there to say Sung? I lost everything I ever loved" he looks at me with his red eyes "Nothing in life has meaning anymore"

"That's not true"

"IT IS FUCKING TRUE!!!" he yells out making me jump

"My father and mother were evil people -" I look up at him as he continues to talk "I killed my first human at the age of 8" my eyes grow wide. He looks up at me feeling ashamed, that alone makes him look away while shaking his head "He was my best friend but then he ended up stealing from my father"

"And you killed him because he stole?" I looked at him confused

"My father made me" my eyes grow wide again "He woke me up in the middle of the night, put a gun in my hand and dragged me downstairs into the basement. I was terrified. And then I saw a person sitting in a chair tied up with a bag over their head. And when my mom pulled the bag off - that's when I saw -"