Hey everyone I know I have not posted in like forever, but i have had some drama go on in my life that i has not being able to handle well.... Well this in my new story that I'm going to say is hopefully going to be good and ill be writing it then typing it so whenever i get free time at school witch is normally at lunch so yeah I'm a loner lol :D anyways so yeah if you like it tell me please I wanna know what yawl think and all...
SO I'm going to tell you what’s been up in my life before I stare to type up this dang on story....... Well over the break out of school for new years and Christmas I hung out with my bf it was all so good and all then i talked my parents into letting him come with us to the beach for New Years Eve....
well day but anyways they said yes (shocker there) anyways well we have had some problems in the passed with him sex-ting with his so called "sister" who is like this chick who is his friend and all and like a baby sister and he didn't know that was cheating so he said so i let it side I know stupid...
Anyways we were at the hotel and we just got back from swimming and we were sitting on his bad in the room with my brother and bf and my brother stepped on his $30 MP4 player and he was getting the glass out of the thingy...
Well his phone was on the side of the bed and he was not watching me so i picked it up and all and he hates it when ppl read his texts cause he said he can't be trusted..
well i found that out he hard way.. I was looking through the sent text and came across one he sent to his baby sister... it said " Plz don't leave me.. I'll leave Mary just dint leave me." She told him she was never going to talk to him again cause he went swimming..
when i saw the text i thought nothing of it and said "oops i don't think i was supposed to see that" and giggled cause really If it meant he was happy i would break up with him so he could be with her... turns out he was going to break up with me after Feb.14 to be with her and he was planning that BEFORE! he met me...
I gave him my heart and love (not sex though) and i trusted him and i was already messed up b/c before him i just finally got over an ex who i..
and still in love with... so yeah.... that's why i have had writers block cause i have been really sad... and i don't sleep and i found out after we got home from the beach when i broke up with my ex to my trip was killed b/c of him i had mono! Ugh ... So yeah
On with the story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
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Walking through the halls I pulled my books closer to my chest and kept my head down low hopping, no wishing I could be invisible, but I know no matter what I do there is always going to be one person who notices me and points me out for the world to laugh at and make fun of.
I feel alone, but I don’t think of loneliness's as a feeling its more of a life style... Or a box with no windows or doors or little holes for breathing. It’s a way to be taken out of the world and being unseen but yet is still in the world and is still notice by someone.
Hi my name is unimportant and my age no-one cares. I don't talk to anyone unless I'm talking to a teacher or I'm making a threat. My teachers don't know who I am they ask me every day if I'm knew to this school. I whisper my name and say no I'm not.
Yes they feel bad and say sorry, but then it happens all over again. My life well I have known. I live alone because my parents didn't want me and the stated wouldn't take me.
No I'm not ugly nor am I stupid, but my passed and my passed family has scared almost every one and every thing.
I am Xena Walls the daughter of the blood thirsty, evil murderess, most wanted people in the world. Kim and Steven Walls (Yes i made up the names so if u go by any of them feel free to change them if you want.) Also known as Pain and Suffer.
