Thawne (tom holland x shawn mendes)

let go

'ummm should i go too?' 'should i ask him?' 'what in the fuck's going on? He's passed in the couch like a big horse' Tom made weird faces as he thought of his options.
Finally he came to a conclusion, he went beside Shawn who looked like an angel sleeping. For a while Tom just sat there admiring him. His red lips, the curls of his hair dangling on his face.
But after a time he gave shawn a little nodge. Shawn opened his eyes a little, "hey, i think I'll head out too. You're basically passed out here and I've nothing to do."

"What? No no wait please. I'm sorry, I'm such a bad drunk." Shawn said in his sleepy deep voice. That alone turned Tom on. "Lemme just get off the couch, I'll be fine then."

"And then what?" Tom asked as he looked directly in his eyes. "It's already midnight, what else is there for us to do?"

"Well I had to talk to you" Shawn said looking all serious.
"Okay talk then" Tom said
"Ummmm it's weird okay so hold on" Shawn was all nervous all of a sudden and he was sober as anyone could be.
"Ever since that day in the premiere, I haven't been able to stop thinking..."
"Thinking of?" Tom said curiously
"Of you." There was a moment of silence, tom was excited beyond explanation but kept a poker face.
"What do you mean? You've been ghosting me the past few days."

"Yeah.. i just could not bring myself to messege you i was so jitterish. Honestly you can look at my phone's history, all I've been doing these past few days is watch your pictures and interviews. I can't even focus on my work. All i think is your soft lips and you!"
Tom was stunned, "Please say something, I don't want this to be awkward."
"Umm okay then here's the truth, I've been crazy about you before I even met you. Honestly, I don't know what it is but everytime i look at a picture of you my heart just races and I can't control my self. All i wanna do is let go."
"Then let go." The tension and heat was rising in the room. Both of them looked at each other's eyes and both knew what this was building up to. Without hesitation Tom let go and went straight for his lips and......