and still, i catch myself continue to give you all that i have as i take every slash you give me.
and still, i believe that everything will remain the same...that everything will remain normal, like nothing happened.
and still, i find myself choking on my tears that i try to hold in because if i let them out....i will be pushed out of your life again, and you will end up being out of mine before i'm ready to let you go.