Jan.13.15 , 14 yrs since my mama passed away I swear to God I wanna switch places with her , I know that nobody will care about me .I could really care less if they did , I just want my damn mama back. I often feel like I'm the reason of the death of my mama because I was the last coming out of her womb but her heart was shutting down. She fought for a good week & @5 that morning on a Saturday she rested with her heavenly Father . I just can't take the pain so you know what time it is , I promised I wasn't going to do it so for now I'm just going to get in a corner & cry myself to sleep because my life just ain't like it should be.As I sit in the corner & cry I wish for better days . I don't understand why my life has to be like this .
