Where do I stand in life. I'm on my own, got a heart full of demons. I hate this fvckin place, the world my mama left me in not telling me how I would / could survive in. I swear I wanna take my life, everybody smiling & I'm crying. I feel like dying but this is bad timing, I'm going through depression . I hate my surroundings, people say they love you but they don't love you like they say they do. I've heard people say they got my back when they really don't. I hate depending on everyone else like my auntie. She's my everything but ever since her husband left prison she's been neglecting me. I feel like she doesn't love me anymore but I could be wrong . I just wish I had some type of comfort in my life.
New Day Same Me,
I wish I didn't wake up, I was better off sleep. I hate this world, & how cruel it is. My mama was supposed to tell me right from wrong but I have to learn on my own. It's sad that I have to deal with this but it's my life . I wish it wasn't but it is & I'll just have to keep struggling the way I do.
