Jack was known for always being happy.
Lighting up any room he walked into.
He spent so much time trying to make others happy, that he forgot about himself. He would go out of his was to make sure his friends where ok and to help them with anything he could. But no one seemed to do that same for him.
No matter how hard he tried he couldn't figure out why he was sad. He was a popular guy in school, his family had money and his parents where together. He didn't want to tell people he was sad cause he didn't even know why he felt the way he did.
He was so confused with everything going on. School becoming too much and having to deal with immature drama.
What do you do when you feel like shit and can't talk to anyone. Don't know what to say to explain to people how you feel. What if they didn't care. Jack hid his sadness with humour. He always made sure people around him felt comfortable and never left people out, no matter if they where a stranger or a friend.
One thing Jack had been confused about from around the age of 13 was his sexuality. He thought he knew he liked girls, but he started looking at guy's the way he would look at girl's. He think's he's bi. But he doesn't know sometimes he think's he might be gay and just too scared to be truthful with himself.
Jack was ripped out of his thought's as the school bell rang. Jack was 17 in his last year of school. He was smart but his motivation to do anything seemed to be disappearing.
He had felt anxious all day and wanted to cry. He plastered on a smile and walked down the hall's.
He walked into the cafeteria and everyones eyes where on his. He smile and acted like he was fine as he was freaking out inside. He felt self conscious and just wanted to disappear but kept his smile bright.
"Aye Jack what's up bro." Jonah almost screamed jumping out of his chair to hug Jack.
"Hey Jo. I'm good how're you?" Jack answered. Jonah smiled and responded with a quick good.
Jack walked around the table hugging, fist bumping and greeting everyone around the table. He sat down in his usual seat. Zach Herron sitting next to him. Oh Zach Herron thought Jack; The boy that made Jack question his sexuality.
Jack sat down hugging Zach tightly. The younger blushing as they pulled away. Jack smiled at the younger looking down at his lap quickly as he was staring for a little too long.
Jonah gave him a nudge from beside him, smirking at Jack. He had told Jonah that he had feelings for Zach and Jonah was very accepting. Jonah and his girlfriend Holly where the only ones that knew.
(Anytime Jonah is in a one-shot and he's not with one of the boy's I'm gonna make myself his girlfriend/wife haha sorry not sorry. Love you Tate.)
Jack started to fidget as he was talking with some of the people at his table. His chest tightened and he just wanted to disappear. He kept up his smile and chill persona as well as he could.
Jack's breath picked up and he felt like he was gonna cry. He had never had this happen so badly before around his friends.
Jack sat up a bit straighter as he tried to calm himself down. Zach looked over at him with a worried expression. Making Jack's chest tighten even more. Panic started and Jack was struggling to breath.
Zach grabbed his hands and looked at him deeply in the eyes. "Are you ok?" Zach whispered softly. Jack nodded quickly not wanting to scare the younger or drag him into his problem.
