trigger warning
pls don't read
if you're
sensitive to
shit like this
pls stay safe
you tell me it's
going to be ok
but you don't
know and you
can't promise
so why
sorry just a bunch
of stupid shit went
down with me
and my family.
they keep telling
me to turn to god
and pray
but what's the point
if i cant even get into
heaven
because i like girls
they act like they
know what's best
for me and they say
that they don't care
about grades but
get mad when i get
less than a meets
on stuff
its like i cant even
talk to them about
anything without
them judging me
and just saying i'm
being silly and
irrational
i feel like i'm
suffocating
and i cant
reach out
for help