Everything means Nothing

Chapter 1

Richa Zamarron

Why?! Why you have to act so weird? This is not how it was suppose to end! You forgot everything! You forgot the promises too? Atleast communicate! Explain?!

Richa? Richa! RICHA WAKE UP!

Huh?

"Are you okay? You were sleep talking! You were saying something like...why you have to act so weird...you forgot the promises too...something like that! Maybe you saw any nightmare!"

Oh! Yes nightmares obviously! That's not a new matter for me....lately this is what sleep means for me! Those words, those memories, those incidents peeps in my mind. I never know what God has decided for me. Or if this is it..this is the forever version of my life.

" Richa? Did you see...."

" No mom! It's nothing! Leave. "

I know she knows what I saw and also the reasons. She is my mother after all but this is how we kids are, we never want to share things with them, neither understand them! Not even give them a chance to explain! Always try so hard to act before them like nothing happened when you are dying inside. I can't tell her too. Maybe ashamed or maybe ego coming in between.

Well fuck the nightmare for now because I am getting late for my class and I don't like to be late.

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Glad I reached 5 mins before the final bell. But can't find Sandy. What the hell!?

Sandy Navaeh....my bestfriend! Or partner in every crime! We are a whole lot different than each other but since I am too introvert, I feel too out of place before others. But things are so easy with Sandy. I know her for 3-4 years only but now she knows everything about me and most probably the only person other than parents who loves me?! I guess...I mean yes! Who else is or was here to love me ever anyways.....

" Goddam Rih! You wouldn't believe what happened! "

Okay here she is....

" If you are so sure that I wont believe then don't bother to say. "

One more thing about her...she overreacts little bit...somtimes?!

" You never take my words seriously huh! "

" I was just teasing you. Okay now tell me what so shocking it is that you think I won't believe. "

" Our school head boy has been changed.."

Told you so...I knew it won't be a big deal either.

" Its cool well how do you want me to react to it? Like happily, sadly or shockingly? I mean I just want to react with the same energy with which you exposed this big big big update to me. " ( replied teasingly )

" Bitch nothing shocks you huh! But listen to me dummy...one day I am going to shock you for sure. "