Sensitive Negan

Fifteen

Daryl had taken me on a few dates, they were always dinner dates or picnic dates like today, sat in a field a little bit aways from Alexandrea. It was a field just facing off the highway, Daryl had packed us lunch and was telling me how he'd been asking Carol to teach him how to cook and I couldn't help but smile. " Can I ask you something?" Daryl nodded " Why do you like me? I mean I practically worked for your dead enemy and now I'm just a knocked up twenty four year old". " So? Being knocked up don't change how I feel about you" he said in his gruff voice " And, how do you feel about me?" " I think I love you" Daryl said before kissing my lips softly. I kept one I opened as I kissed him back, a black car catching my eye and slowly driving around the back of the field towards a forest.

" Sorry Daryl but I've got to use the lady's room" I said picking up my gun " I'll be back in a few minutes" I smiled before walking into the forest. I groaned as I saw Simon stepping out of the car " The fuck you doing here?" " Negan wanted me to check up on you while your here, he's worried about you and the baby" " Well here's my letter for the week, you can tell him we're both fine". Simon chuckled " Yeah what I saw, you seem to be doing just fine" " How else am I meant to get information from them Simon, I need them to trust me. I need to play them, Daryl has feelings for me, and he's Ricks right hand man so I get all my information from him, so shut your mouth and do your fucking job". " (Y/N)! You alright?" I heard Daryl shout " Fuck he's looking for me" " Then better put on a good show".

Simon grabbed me and winked so I played along " Let go of me!" " (Y/N)!" Daryl shouted as his steps turned into a sprint. Simon wrapped his arm around my neck lightly and put my gun against my head as soon as he saw Daryl. In response, Daryl pulled his crossbow up and pointed it at him " You alright?" I nodded as I made tears roll down my face. " Let the girl go" " Why would I do that? Do you know how hard it is to find an attractive woman now adays" Simon laughed " So why don't you turn around and pretend you never saw us" I let out a whimper which made Simon snarl at me to shut up. " I can't do that, she's part of my group" " This is to much trouble, here take her" Simon threw me at Daryl so he could hop in his car and drive off as fast as he could.

Daryl quickly took me back to Alexandria " Okay from now on we do dates inside the gate" " Thank you for saving me Daryl". Daryl sighed and placed his forehead against mine " I don't know what I would have done if anything happened to you two" Daryl said as he placed his hands on my stomach " I'm going to be here the whole way, through the pregnancy, through the birth and I am raising this kid to be my own, so I can have a family with you". I pulled my head back and looked at him completely shocked " What?" " I've never felt this way about anyone before (Y/N) but I feel a strong connection with you, I was gonna wait another date to do this but" Daryl pulled a box out from his pocket and I went blank, ' what the fuck' I thought.

Daryl dropped to his knee and opened the box up to a small ring " I know it ain't much but it's all I could find". Daryl took a deep breath "(Y/N) will you marry me?", I stayed silent for a few seconds before breaking out into a smile " Of course I will Daryl". Daryl slipped the ring on my finger and kissed me, we quickly ran downstairs to tell everyone at dinner. Everyone, and I mean everyone cheered to us, they officially welcomed me into their family, announcing me as their newest member, they all loved me. From Rick all the way down to Carl and Enid. They all loved me.

It had been about a month since Simon and Negan wanted letters more frequent with more information which was irritating. I was now eleven weeks pregnant and my bump was kind of starting to show " Oh my god it's finally starting!" I squeaked as I stared at my belly in the mirror. Daryl laughed at me " You really are excited about this pregnancy" " Of course I am, I'm praying to god that this one makes it. I can't take another miscarriage and it scares me not being able to see how it's doing". " Well we could check" " What how?" I asked snapping my head to Daryl. " The Hilltop, it's how Maggie has been keeping an eye on her baby. She's going today if you want to see".

Fuck, the Hilltop will recognise me straight away, and they'll know Negan isn't dead. But I wanted to saw my baby " Yes!" I said before putting some shoes on and running downstairs to Maggie, " Can I come with you today to check the babies?" " Of course, is this going to be your first scan?" She asked excitedly " Yes!" " Then let's go". On the way I made a point to not introduce me to anyone at the Hilltop, " Negan was destroying their lands if they see me or find out I was part of the saviours they'll kill me" " But he's gone now, you can meet Jesus". I groaned internally " Please no, maybe next time but not today, all I want to do today is check my child". As we pulled in I put my hair in a bun and put a hat and sunglasses on so I wouldn't be recognised.

The doctor brought us straight inside and checked Maggie, " You are doing perfect Maggie, the heartbeat is strong and your baby is the size we want right now, so I'll see you at your check up next month". I asked everyone to leave so it was just the doctor and I, I didn't tell my name but said I was pregnant and wanted to see how the baby was doing. " How far along are you?" " About eleven weeks" " Well at the moment your baby is about the size of an orange, but from what I can see your pregnancy is going perfectly as it should be. Have you had history of anything I should be aware about?". " Yes, I lost my two previous pregnancy's  around four or five months and I'm worried it'll happen again" " Well since your now under care I'll make sure to check up on you regularly, and if anything does go wrong and looks off I'll be here to fix it".