Today is the day,
I am ready and I can do this,
But wait
What if I am stuck?
In this one place
At this one time
Or
The time comes up fast
I lose myself?
I hear all these what if's in my ear.
My confidence
Not quite in reach.
I have some
Enough to get me this far
But
Can if get me further?
Its close,
Just in reach.
I reach out but,
Instead of me controlling it,
It controls me again.
I see it this time I will not let it pull me along.
I control it now.
I can.
I will.
But,
No matter what it come back to
Today.
I am ready,
I have to be even if i have it or not.
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Horrible poems
PoetryThis is how express myself. I hope you enjoy. Warning some of these can be depressing.