Hetalia RusAme Oneshots

"Monster"

Ivan sighs as he looks at his paper his eyes dull his usually 'smile' gone ivan was not feeling good at all and it was because of all thr comments he kept hearing

Countries: they were all whispering to each other but it was more of a loud whisper " Russia is such a freak " one said another said " his more of a sick monster" another said and one said " i hope his country falls i hope he grows weak " another said " i mean he is already weal as it is " one giggles

Ivan clinched his fist he heard all that and he knew it was true but he hated it his heart his heart that he thought was gone started to break into small pieces " i'm a monster " he sobs out tears starting to show in his eyes " no no no NO I AM NOT SHUT UP ALL OF YOU " he slams his fist the table breaking in half " you don't know nothing NONE OF YOU DO " he growled a new emotion showing it was anger it his blood was boiling " i hope you all burn amd suffer amd feel the pain i have felt for centuries but i wish thr worse on all of you i hope you all feel loneliness i hope you feel empty!

Countries: they all gasped in shock when ivan yells they hearts beating fast fear in all there eyes but they didn't listen to ivan all they said was " monster " except one person that person was Alfred he heard ivan he felt bad for thw other the dear Alfred wanted to hug ivan show him he was not a monster

When ivan heard monster again he felt broke he felt sadness again ivan couldn't take it he just walks out the room fast once he was out he falls to the floor sobbing in pain " wh...y......m...must....i....be the monster " he says softly and bangs his fist on the floor sobbing loudly his cries of pain NO for help! Rang though the halls ivan just wanted someone to not say he was a monster to say he was a good person but he knew hw would never hear that or so he thought

Alfred saw ivan leave the room he was shaking with anger how dare they how dare they make ivan feel like that Alfred was holding back so much but when he heard ivan sobs that right there haunted him something in Alfred snapped and he gets up fast pointing at everyone " the true monsters ARE YOU " he yells and storms out running down the halls the sounds of ivan's sobs got louder the halls got darker but when Alfred saw ivan on the floor he stops and gulped " ivan

" GO AWAY " he screams " please " he says in a weak voice " i don't want to here it i don't want to here that i am a monster i know i am!

Alfred shakes his head and grabs ivan pulling him up holding his writs tightly " NO YOUR NOT your no monster ivan not at all!

Ivan looked at Alfred shocked his eyes widen tears slowly slipping down his pale cheeks " lies! All of it his lies " he shakes his head like crazy

Alfred sighs and pulls ivan closer " no it is not " he pulls ivan in a tight embrace " ivan it is not a lie why would i lie ivan hmm " he asked " your so sweet and kind even if you act like you are not

Ivan shakes and gulped he listen and slowly calms down a little " you just want to make me feel better " he says

Alfred shakes his head and looks up at ivan gently cleaning the tears no the pain away " no ivan i am not your amazing truth be told your a hero even if you don't see it ivan your no monster but a hero

Ivan looked at Alfred for a long time and just slowly hugs Alfred tightly tears falling down his face " just....sh- no thank you" he says and closed his eyes