- 9 months later -
9 months passed and a lot of things happened. Mattia moved to Italy to check on his mom every day and Jenna moved in with him. Plus mattia and Jenna finally got along and started dating.
As for Marco and me, I moved into my apartment and got a job at a cafe. Marco and I are not necessarily dating but we goof around a lot.
Mattia, Marco, Jenna and I are all now "friends". I'm not the type of person to be mad at someone forever but I don't forget.
-
"Ah, fuck" I muttered as I spilled coffee on me
I groaned as I grabbed a mop cleaning up the mess. Just then the doorbell jingled.
"non apriamo fino alle 8," I said without looking up
(We don't open until 8)
"Oh I know"
I looked up to see mattia.
"Well, well, well if it isn't Matilda" I grinned leaning on the counter
"I told you to stop calling me that" he chuckled
"What can I do for you?" I asked
"I need some coffee to boost my energy," he said sitting in front of me
"You must be tired becoming a dad and all," I said walking over and making his coffee
"Yea, Jenna's been moody a lot ever since 5 months" he lightly laughed
I laughed hiding how hurt I was on the inside. I was mad at myself that I let him go. I was mad that forced myself not to love him but I did. And I still do.
Flashback
It was dark and around 1 am. I was outside of Marco's house looking up at mattia begging for forgiveness. He was crying and holding my favorite kind of flowers.
"Y/n p-please just give me another chance g-give us another chance" he held my hands looking down at me
My heart was telling me to go. Go run away with him and live a happily ever after but my mind knew better.
"No mattia."
I could see the hurt and realization in his eyes. He knew I had given up on everything about us a long time ago. He knew I wouldn't take him back.
He stood there for a minute before letting go of me and backing away.
"This entire month I've been fighting for you.. fighting for your love.. fighting for us. This is my last hope at trying" he said getting on one knee
Oh god.. please don't
"Y/n-"
Before he could speak I backed away from him.
"Go home mattia, give up," I said before walking inside and shutting the door.
End of flashback
"Y/n?"
I flashed back into reality dropping the coffee cup in my hand.
"Shit" I mumbled looking at the coffee spilled all over the floor and burnt m my hand
"Hey, hey you ok?" Mattia asked walking over to me
"Yea, yea I'm good I was just.. lost in thought" I shrugged
He grabbed my hand looking at it.
"That looks bad y/n are you sure your all right?" He asked
I nodded pulling away from him. I grabbed my mop, cleaning up the coffee, and picked up the cup throwing it away.
As I bent down out of the corner of my eyes I could see mattia lick his lips as he stared at me. I grabbed the towel of out my pocket and threw it at him making him flinch.
"Fucking weirdass" I chuckled as I threw the cup away
Mattia nervously chuckled as he sat back in his seat.
"So.. how have you and Marco been?" He asked
"Um.. well he's nice and sweet, but we're just friends" I shrugged
"Like, friends with benefits?" He said
"Well-"
"I mean I saw you guys kiss at a club once," he said
I could tell he was upset but trying to play it off.
"We were drunk and then. it just happened"
"Well, you couldn't have been that drunk if he drove you guys home-"
"Mattia-"
"I'm just asking why you kissed him if your just friends-"
"You and Jenna were "just friends" and she ended up pregnant" I crossed my arms over my chest
Mattia sat there silent.
"I should go I have work" Mattia got up leaving
I rolled my eyes and finished cleaning up.
~
My shift ended and I got back home and to my surprise, Marco was there.
"You didn't tell me you were coming over" I walked over and hugged him
"I haven't seen you in a while so I thought why not surprise you, I know I've been busy with work and everything" he smiled
"Well I'm glad because something happened today and I need to talk to you"
He nodded and we both sat down
"So Mattia came to my job today and just started acting weird and asking me questions"
"Like what?" Marco asked
"Like how we kissed that time at the club"
"He probably still has feelings for you"
"We only dated for like a week, if you can even call it that"
"Well things with Mattia are difficult, he doesn't necessarily like losing whats his" Marco shrugged
"I don't know why he's worried about me I mean he has a kid to take care of"
"Speaking of-"
"I don't want to talk about her or that baby" I cut him off
"But I thought you guys were "cool" " he said
"You must be crazy if you think me and Jenna are friends I only deal with her when we're all together with other than that no."
Marco chuckled "well you do you"
